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“ put me down . ” arms crossed, pouting with a glare set on his straight faced expression . “ i’ll scream, don’t test me . ”

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* ˗ˏˋ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 ! ♬ for @pcewritten
“ put me down . ” arms crossed, pouting with a glare set on his straight faced expression . “ i’ll scream, don’t test me . ”
"I just want you to know that I'm truly thankful to have met you."
was she the perfect woman ? no , not on any planet or in any society . in fact , the amount of times she’s been insulted on not being ‘ lady - like ’ or the sorts has been too many times for her to count . nonon jakuzure was sure that people could count her ‘ negative ’ traits more than they could count her positive ones : it was all perspective . even if a peek into the pages he scrawled on her could be a bit of a blow to her ego : how to deal with her , like she was a pet , what to do when she was mad , like she was unhinged . there’d be nights where she cursed that damn thing : much like now .
pink bangs were blown out of her face , arms crossed across her chest . she sat with her knees at either side of his hips with a piercing glare shot towards him . yeah , she was still pissed off . even after several hours away from the apartment , nose buried in sheet music . “ you said you didn’t know why you loved me . ” grumbled , “ it was sarcasm , i didn’t think you’d have to fucking check the notebook . y’know , i kinda hoped my partner wouldn’t have to look up his feelings for me , but , wishful thinking . ” hands now toyed with it , flipping through the pages with a narrowing stare . getting even further frustrated she tossed it to the side . “ tell me what you learned . go ahead . ”
the more he rambled , the less angry she got . going off script , she figured , hands cupped his face : she’d let him drawl on for a few minutes before she finally shut him up . a sigh through her nose before a quick kiss on his lips . forehead rested against his with her eyes shut : as much as she didn’t like to admit it , the idea that her cons outweighed the pros could eat at her some days . nonon wanted her name praised to high heavens , absolutely , but it was grounding to hear him speak of her like that : a human . in their silence , he muttered “i just want you to know that i’m truly thankful to have met you.” a deep breath and she opened bubblegum eyes again .
“ same here , big guy . ” conductor sheepishly looked over at the notebook strewn on the ground . lips slanted a bit in a frown , “ guess i was bein’ a bit of a bitch , huh . . . ” stated rather than asked under her breath . thin arms wrapped themselves around his neck and head rested against his once more . “ sorry . just . . . got really pissed for a second . should’ve known better . love you , dork . lots . ” even if i suck at showin’ it .
* ˗ˏˋ 𝐂𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ! ♬ @pcewritten
"We're buying you a step ladder. While I don't mind helping you out, to call me every 5 minutes because you can't reach something is...."
“ annoying . i know , i know . ”
grumbled the short woman , hands gripping the counter . “ i can climb it , i just have trouble getting back down . ” nonon snatched cup out of his hand , glare still present at the idea of a step ladder being brought into the equation . her pride ? broken . her ego ? bruised . her temper ? short . “ thanks . go back to the living room , i’ve got it from here . ” . . . “ heeey , kida ? ” that was a joke : she just wanted to see him frustrated as soon as he walked into the kitchen , evident with her stupid grin as soon as he rounded the corner .
* ˗ˏˋ 𝐂𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ! ♬ @pcewritten
‘i let you down.’
oh , for god’s sake . nonon jakuzure wasn’t oft the one people sought for emotional support : harsh instead of loving , most of the time . this was a night , however , she wasn’t seeking an apology . she still sat on his lap, knees on other side of his hips and hands wrapping around his neck . she’d feel his forehead rest on the junction where neck angled into her shoulder , head tilted so she rested her own against his . as soon as she got comfortable , conductor realized how tired she was . fingers rested in the shorter parts of his hair , nails scratching against his scalp as if she were calming down a dog .
“i let you down .”
“ kunikida . ” she started , shoulder nudging his cheek so she could cup his face with her smaller hands : pink hues met his and all trace of exhaustion . jakuzure would learn the inner - mechanisms of his mind like he knew her’s . she knew how to push his buttons and make him happy , read his emotions like a book : for better or , in this case , for worse . when it came to worse , she straightened her act like a trained professional . “ listen to me , look at me . ” thumbs smoothed over his cheekbones , sighing through her nose . “ you’ve never let me down , ever . i know i get pissed off easy and i can be ... a handful , but you’ve never let me down . i know time’s important to you , but you’re workin’ yourself to death . ”
they both could do that . miss important events were rare as they came , but they came . and time was one thing nonon knew was something kida was conscious of : he had every step of his day planned , not one more or less taken than what’s written . they both worked themselves bone thin to where bickering turned to arguments and silence from their irked and exhausted states . one word stepped over that line and now they were here : tired and upset on the couch in each others arms . “ i dunno about you , but i’d rather my boyfriend be living , thanks . ” now it was her turn to rest her head against his shoulder , pressing a kiss to the warm flesh exposed from loose collar . she shut her eyes and muttered , “ i’m makin’ you take the day off tomorrow . we gotta get you to rest . ”
* ˗ˏˋ 𝐂𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ! ♬ @pcewritten
“Are you having a panic attack? Wait- let me help, just breathe.”
The voice echoed inside of his head, his body started shaking- shaking over something so silly oh how he felt stupid. Removing his glasses he tried to do as the voice said, breathe. But breathing was easier said than done right now. Eyes flick up and he squinted, “Kunikida?” Ango questioned, his chest felt heavy. His head was spinning, the first thought ( of course ) went to where Dazai was and if Dazai was okay but he couldn’t talk.
Ango grabbed at Kunikida’s wrist and squeezed, he was trying to breathe- slowly. He felt himself slowly overcoming his panic attack, everything happened so fast that he was still not sure what exactly happened. Ango was never good in crowded places and really? He felt so stupid. Another squeeze “Ku-..kun.” His teeth dug into is lower lip, “I’m sorry..I crowds I can’t deal with them very well.” His head went to Kunikida’s shoulder, “thank you for um..staying.”
( * panic attack starters
touch + for comfort
clearly, something was wrong . it wasn’t often her depression got the best of her : it usually came with a bout on insomnia and her hands shaking but not finding the relief in practicing . in fact, she hadn’t left the apartment to go to practice in two days : something that could seem normal, but it wasn’t for jakuzure . she couldn’t even describe this other than her brain getting the best of her . her notes were flat and lifeless on the last day she had played at the ivories, exhaustion present on her face but she wasn’t willing to talk about it then .
of course, this was the only time she was . the clock was slowly approaching four or five, she couldn’t remember when the last time she looked at the clock was . he was asleep and she didn’t want to disturb him with her inability to sleep or desire to get it off of her chest : bottle it up for now, she thought, even as she did her best to quietly slink out of bed to get some water and sit on the couch, mindlessly sipping and letting her brain wander with her brows knitted together and lips pursed unknowingly to her .
his presence next to her surprised her . “ jesus, don’t do that . ” she muttered with a hand on her chest : she’d zone out so any way he tried to grab her attention fell on deaf ears until she felt his warm hand snake on her back . “ sorry . ” mumbled with lips pressed against the glass in her hand, shaking a bit from her state and shock . instinctively, she leaned into him, shutting her eyes without a word . “ i couldn’t sleep . didn’t mean to wake you up . ” legs curled to her chest . a sigh began her slight mutter, never being good with expressing thoughts and feelings artfully and clearly : it came out as mostly expletives and dramatization.
“ shit sucks ! ” it came out in a burst, brows furrowing where her eyes started to finally overflow with tears . as rare as it was for jakuzure to enter a rut, it was more uncommon for her to cry . she saw it as a sign of weakness, and here she was, tucked under his chin with arms around her torso and fingers gripping now empty cup . rambling now mumbles, aimlessly venting on how she felt creatively stuck and frustrated, how she knew her standards for herself kept elevating to point she could never reach : she was great, sure, but she wanted to be a great . nonon jakuzure knew her name would never be alongside her idols, and that’s something she hated facing in reality . “ i know i’ll be fine, i know . i just hate how i’m not fine right now ! ” and her sudden built anger now faded, sitting in silence for a second . she hated lingering . arms wrapped around his neck, eyes shutting, “ it’s frustrating, it sucks, i’ll get over it . i’m tired . can you carry me to bed . ”
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“ hey . hey, look at me . ” waiting for him to down to her from a page she was sure he was invested in . “ dork . ”
"I must admit, I've never seen a place so well organized & well structured."
❛ WELL YES—— it is because i was the one that built it from the ground up. it’s my empire after all. ❜ she rolled her eyes at the complement not needed praise for what she already know as her perfect kingdom. it may have been her mothers name that got her the ability to control a whole city without any restrictions, but it was her skills and sheer force of power that allowed her to take over and claim as her own. she began to walk away from the other, believing that he is more of a pest than anything. ❛ NOW—— if you don’t have anything important to state, i have an important meeting to tend to, and i mustn’t be late. ❜