vaguely plotted starter for @pcraspcra
Ilya looked over at Hollander, Shane. He said Shane. That was the first time he had said his first name. In the heat, the passion of the moment. He also heard Shane say his name. The moment he felt Shane pull away, he knew that something was wrong. Watching him panic, the fact that they were saying just their names to each other. But it wasn't just their names, it was more then that. It was unspoken, it was meaningful. Asking him to stay, unprompted kisses, the comfort they brought each other. It was all new, it was terrifying.
Watching Shane go to leave, Ilya was on his feet and next to him in seconds. Taking Shane's wrist softly in his hand, pulling him lightly closer to him. "Hollander, don't.." He didn't know what he was trying to say. But, he knew that he wanted him to just stay. "Talk to me, do not...go." He said softly, his hands urged to reach for him. To pull his to his body and hold him but he didn't want to overstep to much. Instead, he let his thumb brush against the inside of Shane's wrist, trying to coax him down from his panicking.













