Mar 16, 2022
i treasure the feeling of starting a post, realizing “what the fuck am i even talking about,” and deleting it
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i treasure the feeling of starting a post, realizing “what the fuck am i even talking about,” and deleting it
Peace of mind seems elusive at times...
Yet each of us must find our own, as no one can do it for us.
So very true....
currently sitting staring into space eating a burrito while listening to heavy metal . kinda peak ngl
april 11th was not a good day... i was so restless, deeply fatigued, and avoiding all my existential dread by doom scrolling ... then i was up late while stressing over some stupid shit ... i ended up sleeping less than 5h ... but april 12th was Good despite the sleep deprivation... i Mostly took care of myself physically, mentally, and emotionally and even had some fun, light and breezy moments! now im going to pass out. I've been awake for 18h i feel a little woozy and i won't lie i was using YouTube to escape real life for the past 4 hours bc i started feeling restless and afraid and existential.... but ok it's fine... like yes im afraid and yes tomorrow scary life scary suicide postponed scary suicide back on also scary basically all commitment scary and thats. human condition core. so good night