It's my bird @peacockbluey ‘s birthday today! You're always better than I am at these little celebratory messages; I always feel like I'm trying to cram a whole epic ode into a tiny jewellery box and I end up being flip and glib because I don't know how to fully convey the depth of my feelings in such a medium, but I will try! This has been a hell of a year, and almost all of it has been spent together! The first year in our whole relationship that we've lived together, made a place of our own, spent time making art and decorating and getting nerdily excited about couches and blenders. It's been hard, sometimes, adjusting to how that works and finding our feet, and sometimes it's just been the comfortable mundanity of day-to-day life, but most of all it's been full of *joy*, so much joy that I could absolutely burst with it. It's like I've got a cannonball on my chest of love. Getting to make breakfast with you, to sleep in the same bed with you, to come home to you after work, to go on dates with you *any time we bloody want*, and best of all, it's *just the start*. It's only gonna get better.
And even outside that (which, that is a Big Thing), it's been so amazing over the last year-- and the four years preceding it-- to watch how you've *grown* into knowing yourself, daring things you would never have dared before, getting to grips with the hard vulnerable parts of yourself, so much more *confident* in who you are than you might have ever dreamed before. It has been the privilege of my life to help you in that journey, and I can't think of a better place to start your 40th year. People talk about 40 like it's the start of getting old, but for you, I feel like it's just-- the *start*, period. You're such a glorious, amazing human, and you've built so much for yourself, and now you're ready to take off like the round little borb you are. I am genuinely making myself tear up at work, writing this, so, you know, I LOVE YOU A LOT, and this will have to do for a birthday present this year. Next year I'll return to form and write you some Boosh fic :P