pendletonprose replied to your post: blink twice if you sometimes feel like you donāt...
[[ I feel this]]
//itās out here beinā the most frustrating aspect of my mental health healing journey tbh. itās one of the biggest things that keeps me from moving forward any faster than I could. because while I cope better with my shit in some ways, I still donāt know who I am, I still donāt know where I fit, or what I like, or who I like, or what I feel. And I donāt know how to not sabotage myself into letting a relationship plateau because of a label I put on them myself which is frequently,Ā āI consider them my friend, but Iām pretty sure they consider me borderline an acquaintance. I canāt force people to like me.ā and āI consider them my friend, but Iām not on their level so there will always be a distance between us.ā Which is really just a self fulfilling prophecy that I keep cycling the fuck into.














