Gotta admit that I kept go'n back to you Neglect after neglect I let you in on certain shit and you swept it under the rug Never crossed my mind to stand up and exclude you Always gave you the best of the best Now I feel myself chill'n on the other side of love... Love was all good when it was you and I We still have moments, but we gotta be alone I'm not really feel'n how you up and switched sides Tryna include me in shit, but never called my phone... Not here to place blame on you Cuz all the love I had left was all for you I did that, I gave of myself willingly and with no regrets So I'm here to put our past on yet another hiatus whilst I get back to me Cuz I'm ready to scream I was a victim in all this but our life ain't no movie What I felt for you and did for you was the real deal Sometimes shit goes left and that's what happens here Is it over and done for us I don't think it can be cuz there's still all this misplaced trust Once we get back to the core of us and open lines to communicate Who knows we're we'll end up I'm sorry for make'n you feel like you left me to drown All cuz I wouldn't force myself to just get up. #amThinking #amDrinking #DayDrinking #amWriting #myLife #noFilter #poet #myGift #MySideOfTheStory #poetry #FreeThePoets #writeLife #PenGameProper #WriteItOut #0FucksGiven #Bars #Lyrics #SpilledInk