#penguinstuff

[littleblackwing]

Had a great time this Monday, Lindsey’s concert was awesome! It was a roller-coaster of emotions starting with lots of laughter and some crying, too, full with love the whole time. Thanks @tt-vision​ for partying with me again.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[littleblackwing]

I’m ENFJ again according to the personality test site.

[littleblackwing]

Untill the weekend I didn’t want to care about the game called Detroit: Become Human because David-san had some hands in it but... I started watching a let’s play on the weekend because why not and I actually liked what I saw. There are some derps, mehs and bullshits here and there but man I love/like most of the characters and their stories. I reblog stuff I like so you will see posts from the game here on my very own tumbler dot com blog. I will tag them with “detroit become human” and “dbh” so feel free to exterminate those via Tumblr Savior or New xKit (if you haven’t already). Also if you are on phone there is an option to filter tags but idk if it works (Account->General settings->Filtering).

[littleblackwing]

I’ve had like 4-5 crushes my whole life I guess that’s what you would call them. I always end up justifying my decision of never telling these people my feelings. I just don’t want to hurt myself with letting them know and this whole “tell your feelings” thing is awkward for me like. My mind would keep repeating that scene and uuugh I have enough shit going on there I don’t want to add more. You can guess this time I feel a little different. I had this crush on a guy at work. To be honest if I think back I can see perfectly he had no feelings for me and would have been pretty bad if I told my feelings. Still it really hurts me this time that I’m never so bold to say something and I envy those people who are able to talk. When your mind is poking you constantly with the “what if...” ughhh that’s another shitty thing. I hope time will heal this soon.

Conclusion: stop feeling sad for yourself and focus on other things. Don’t let this crap drag you down ain’t nobody got time for that.

[littleblackwing]

Sigh... 

Since I have this god damn tumblr then let me just write down some shit so I can get them off my chest. I will really miss my current intern job which has 0 connections to IT/programming. I’ve been there for 10 months and even though the “real” team can be idiots and ignoring fucks about interns/students working there I will miss some of those people. I will miss my intern buddies, too, I made some pretty nice buddies there and it will be hard to say goodbye to the things we did together at work. It was so much fun with them, putting stickers on the boxes, running the reports or just talking about all kinds of bullshit and laughing, lots of laughing. I know I will be able to talk to them after this but it won’t be the same and the talks will die soon anyway. I will miss this stability from my life it feels like when I was leaving my flat. It won’t be that bad being at home but man I would like to get away from here and be on my own for a while. My parents are okay most of the time but I can’t stand my father’s attitude towards some things and this job was a great way to be not at home after finishing uni in January. Also, university, lol. I guess I will have a hard time finding a job as a junior/beginner software developer or programmer or anything related to my studies. I know some programming but now I wish I practiced more on my own because it’s really close to nothing what I learned from university and companies want the best. We studied programming in the first year and then if I didn’t take some additional subjects from that my situation would be even worse. I envy those who already found jobs in our field or somewhere different. I mean I could go to a different direction since I have my agriculture degree but I don’t really want to because I’m not so interested in that. I’m not really looking forward to this spring with an unknown future. And if they call me back to have a chit-chat interview, well those are annoying, too. :( Wish I could go back and kick myself in the butt but I guess it has to be now.

[littleblackwing]

1, 29 and 30 uwu

Yay Lindaz FTW :D

1. dream job?

I would love to work in the software developer field but have to really polish up my skills because man I suck at programming, idk what I did at university for 3,5 years but not enough of that. :^)

29. favorite book?

Hmm, that’s hard to answer. It usually changes from time to time. I really do love “The ​Count of Monte Cristo” and one from my country called “A Rudnay-gyilkosságok” (it’s a part of a series). :D

30. what color describes your personality?

I don’t know that much about these color stuff and which describes what but if I can say freely without looking it up, I would say dark green. Imagine it like the green in the forest which can be calm but if a storm comes turns it into a giant wave of leaves and branches.

Thanks for the questions! <3 :D

[littleblackwing]

Tagged by @tt-vision​

rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you’re finished, tag people to do this survey, have fun and enjoy!

1. are you named after anyone? nope and yes. I was named after my mothersaurus and I have a middle name for fun.

2. when was the last time you cried? I kinda teared up on something but I can’t remember what was it. I know it was around Women Days™ because I’m 100000% sensitive that time. I really cried on the book “A dog’s purpose”.

3. do you like your handwriting? nope

4. what is your favourite lunch meal? PIZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

5. do you have kids? nah

6. if you were another person, would you be friends with you? idk yea cause i’m too friendly?????? Or nope maybe :”D

7. do you use sarcasm? yeaaaaaa

8. do you still have your tonsils? (the hell????? *checks in dictionary* ooooh) yaaa but I almost lost them around 6th grade

9. would you bungee jump? no way man I can’t really stand heights

10. what is your favourite kind of cereal? gimme gimme more stop talking

11. do you untie your shoes when you take them off? ain’t nobody got time for that

12. do you think you’re a strong person? nah

13. what is your favourite ice cream? Stracciatella and all kinds gimme gimme more we can talk about food all day long.

14. what is the first thing you notice about people? The way the look at me I guessssss.

15. what is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? Wow ain’t nobody got time for that list.

16. what colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? My pajamas: dark purple shirt with pink base colored trousers (they have colored lines)

17. what are you listening to right now? i have been listenting to all kinds of music all day I CAN’T FIND THE ONE I NEED. gotta search moar. Oh and nothing right now.

18. if you were a crayon, what colour would you be? idkkkkk... probably like dark green?

19. favourite smell? Freshly cut grass. Gasoline. :”D Mango.

20. who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? Dad.

21. favourite sport to watch? Swimming and water polo. But only around the olympics.

22. hair color? Dark brown.

23. eye color? Dark brown.

24. do you wear contacts? Nope.

25. favourite food to eat? CHOCOLATE

26. scary movies or comedy? comedy but they sucked these years (maybe I will give a try to lego batman).

27. last movie you watched? Hidden Figures. It was awesome!

28. what colour of shirt are you wearing? I’m still wearing that purple pajama shirt.

29. summer or winter? Spring.

30. hugs or kisses? what about I trip you? that sounds fuuuun

31. what book are you currently reading? Scarlet (The lunar chronicles)

32. who do you miss right now? my sleep if i don’t go soon to bed

33. what is on your mouse pad? LogiLink®

34. what is the last tv program you watched? Bones but I just listened to it.

35. what is the best sound? The sound of my jaws making while I’m eating.

36. rolling stones or the beatles? I’m too young for those. But I kinda liked the stones more.

37. what is the furthest you have ever travelled? London, UK.

38. do you have a special talent? I can sleep pretty well in bed? What is talent? You can learn anything if you try enough.

39. where were you born? in a Hungarian hospital

Do it if you feel like. Not tagging anyone cause duuuh she tagged me. :”D Do it if you feel like.

[littleblackwing]

Rules: list ten favourite characters from ten different fandoms and then tag ten people.

Tagged by @tt-vision​.

Nora Valkyrie - RWBY

The Outsider - Dishonored

Mob aka Kageyama Shigeo - Mob Psycho 100

Tali - Mass Effect

Amir - Otoyomegatari

Winry - Full Metal Alchemist

Queenie Goldstein - Fantastic Beasts

Bigby Wolf - The Wolf Among Us

Fai D. Flourite  - Tsubasa Chronicle

Penguin - Shirokuma Cafe

Feel free to do it. :D