SPIDERFLASH. Umm. ust? i jsut really want spiderflash ust idk that's not a very specific prompt hm.
He's not watching. He's not. Except when he is. But he shouldn't be. It feels wrong. Even more wrong than when he hits someone else because of the tearing writhing thing inside of him. Not that that always feels wrong. It's only sometimes that it feels wrong. But this always feels wrong. Tight in his gut. His fingers tremble. He curls his fingers close so no one will see. No one can know about this. The only thing that he wants more than no one knowing is that it didn't exist at all. He closes his eyes for just a moment and it's perfect like it used to be. But when he opens them again he's still there. Parker. His skateboard clacks against a bench as he hops back off of it. He's so fluid and smooth even when he's falling. Like he meant to. He's like water breaking against cliffs the brief moments that he's stopped. A break and then he falls. Back into it. Like he meant to. It's worse when Peter's eyes are closed. And Flash doesn't know how he does it. He doesn't know anything about Peter. Not really. Even before he found that strength deep down inside him he'd try to stop Flash. He'd still get in the middle. He'd still take a hit. And Flash can't understand how he does it. When he doesn't have to. He doesn't understand him. And maybe that's really all there is to it. Maybe.
