#peppermintcrash

[roses-have-th0rns]

hello:)

i’m not new to tumblr but i’m looking for mutuals

here are my stats

4’11”

cw: 111.5 lbs

gw 1: 105 lbs

gw 2: 90 lbs

ugw: 78 lbs

[coldconsumption]

stolen from reddit but fuck it

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i'd like to have some self confidence but I can't help but notice the direct correlation between me losing weight and people taking romantic interest in me

[coldconsumption]

can't fucking sleep with the knowledge i"ll probably be heavier when i wake up

would rather not wake up at all

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hard not to starve when it feels so good to have people finally like you

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ate more than 100 cals less than yesterday, topped out at 290 cals, but somehow I still feel like a worthless fat fuck bc I ate a 44 cal mini peanut butter cup

[coldconsumption]

anyone have experience using a male waist trainer? is it any good for reducing appetite and such?

[coldconsumption]

back again after a long absence. fell off edblr bc I tried some kind of quasirecovery, actually still lost weight but im relapsing again for some reason. still considering full recovery but I'm back here.