#perhaps then a faster wheel

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Garaki Kyuudai | Ujiko Daruma & Midoriya Izuku Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Garaki Kyuudai | Ujiko Daruma, Original Characters, Sako Atsuhiro | Mr. Compress, Dabi | Todoroki Touya Additional Tags: Angst, Heavy Angst, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Scars, Medical Experimentation, Medical Procedures, Noumu Midoriya Izuku, Noumufication (My Hero Academia), Graphic Description of Corpses, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, He's back y'all, just like promised, no beta we die like, wait, Horror, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Manipulation Series: Part 4 of perhaps then, a faster wheel Summary:

When He gets the cup once more, He tilts it back at a slightly more moderate pace. Most of the water makes it into his mouth this time, but not nearly enough. He holds out the cup again. 

They go back and forth. After what must have been his sixth cup, his stomach feels oddly tight, and it has become taxing to swallow. 

“Let’s try this again, shall we?” the man leans back against the second autopsy table, “What’s got you in such a hurry to get up?” 

When He opens his mouth to answer, nothing comes out except for water.

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Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Midoriya Inko & Yagi Toshinori | All Might Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Shinsou Hitoshi, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Midoriya Inko, Todoroki Fuyumi, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Fukukado Emi | Ms. Joke, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Uraraka Ochako, Bakugou Katsuki, Tsukauchi Naomasa, Nedzu (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide, Suicide Notes, Suicidal Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku is a Good Friend, Angst with a Happy Ending, but like not in this work, this is a series y'all, Character Study, Queerplatonic Relationships, Time Skips, it feels weird to not put in the mcd tag, but like y'all already know whats up, no beta we die like, Well - Freeform, im not sure what to put here now, my sanity i guess lets go, Funerals, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Additional Warnings In Author's Note Series: Part 5 of perhaps then, a faster wheel Summary:

He shrugs as Natsuo glances rapidly between them, “Whoa, whoa, wait who’s this Midoriya? Is he like, a teacher or something? He’s not,” his gaze finally settles on Fuyumi, “he’s not that one, is he? Is he? Oh shit,” he curses when Fuyumi nods jerkily, confirming that Midoriya is indeed 'that one', or whatever his siblings refer to him as.

“Shit,” Natsuo repeats, “Shit kid, I’m sorry about that that,” he shakes his head again, “shit.”

“It’s fine,” Shouto tells him. And it is. Everything is settled now. Midoriya isn’t coming back.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Inko, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Class 1-A, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Bakugou Katsuki, Asui Tsuyu & Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi & Todoroki Shouto & Uraraka Ochako Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Asui Tsuyu, Aoyama Yuuga, Shinsou Hitoshi, Nedzu (My Hero Academia), Tsukauchi Naomasa, Snipe (My Hero Academia), Uraraka Ochako Additional Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Protective Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead is a Good Teacher, Tired Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Heavy Angst, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide, Suicide Notes, Suicidal Midoriya Izuku, Good Parent Midoriya Inko, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Angst with a Happy Ending, but like not in this work, this is a series y'all, also the main character death is temporary, he's coming back don't worry, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, no beta we die like, Well - Freeform, ya know who I'm talking about Series: Part 3 of perhaps then, a faster wheel Summary:

Midoriya Inko looks up at him, meeting his eyes properly, and something in him jolts in recognition. He’s seen it time and time again, during his hero work, at hospitals, in the mirror the weeks following Oboro: the look of a desperate person losing direction.

“Can you help me understand?” she words it like a request, but Shouta hears the thinly veiled order underneath, “Please, Aizawa-Sensei. Can you?”

He has no idea what she’s talking about, “Of course. How can I help?”

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Asui Tsuyu & Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi & Todoroki Shouto & Uraraka Ochako, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi, Shinsou Hitoshi & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Shouto & Uraraka Ochako, Shinsou Hitoshi & Uraraka Ochako Characters: Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku, Uraraka Ochako, Todoroki Shouto, Iida Tenya, Asui Tsuyu, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Class 1-B (My Hero Academia), Kendou Itsuka Additional Tags: Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Slight horror, no one ever tells shinsou anything, shinsou jumps to conclusions like its an olympic sport, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Shinsou Hitoshi is Bad at Feelings, Shinsou Hitoshi is a Good Friend, Shinsou Hitoshi is in the Dekusquad, Midoriya Izuku Has a Bad Time, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide, Graphic Description of Corpses, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, but like not in this work, this is a series y'all, also the main character death is temporary, he's coming back don't worry, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, no beta we die like, Well - Freeform, ya know who I'm talking about Series: Part 2 of perhaps then, a faster wheel Summary:

Hitoshi feels his own eyes grow heavy.

“Yeah, sounds like you need it,” a thought crosses his sleep-addled brain, “Ya know, I was actually asleep when you called. And you weren’t. Funny right?”

“You should sleep more Shinsou-San, it’ll be good for you.”

“I think it’ll be better for you right now.”

“Yeah,” Midoriya agrees, voice light, “It’ll be better. I think I’m going to sleep now Shinsou-San.”

“Yeah, get that rest.”

“I think I’m going to sleep now,” the voice doesn’t sound like Midoriya again, too deep, too steady, syrupy and cold, “I think. I think I’m going to sleep for a real long time now.”