Perpetually Driving Through Playlists
So... I made a lazy driving playlist. I pretty much just dragged some songs that I constantly have on repeat. It’s not curated at all, but in a way, it’s a glimpse of the music I’ve been obsessed with in the last couple of months. I also included a few songs that I’ve obsessing over since God-knows-when. Also, I made it before I headed out to the gym because noticed that I’ve been playing songs per artist. I guess it just became a habit of mine. I used to make nonsensical playlists along with dorky (and maybe trying-a-bit-too-hard-to-be-cute) titles since high school and I kind of just lost that.
Back in 2014, somebody made me a bunch of them. Note that no one has ever done that for me so imagine my nineteen-year-old self squealing in delight and in kilig. I swear, I melted. I even showed them off. Yeah, I was pretty pathetic.. Ha ha. I listened to them from start to finish--taking in all the lyrics, trying to decipher what he meant or felt behind all those songs. In the end, I think the playlists meant waaaay more to me than they did to him. And I didn’t like that. So I got rid of them. Translation: Deleted them from my official iTunes Playlists. Looking back, I hate what I turned myself into-- romanticizing every single thing that happened and clinging on to stupid feelings. I bounced back, though! Thank YOU, 2015. And that year ended pretty well for me, I think.
Anyway... here’s the link:
https://open.spotify.com/user/babsilog/playlist/0sJFspUnY9nTiWbo3bTwXZ