#perri.txt

[clustersystem]

i think we're trying to use this blog partly to just.. exist together on? just reblog the things we like instead of always stressing out about what sideblog it should be on, or something

[silentiumlitwicks]

im bored im going to play webkinz 

[silentiumlitwicks]

it is the anniversary of the overwatch short Alive

it is Pidge Gunderson’s birthday

It is our Grandma’s Birthday 

april 3rd is a good day 

[clustersystem]

my brain is a mess and I'm (teal) extremely depressed, feel bad about everything and idk why bother existing. meanwhile find myself looking at home decor for spring because Perri enjoys it and thinks it'll make us (all of me and my partners) happy, back and forth we go with me being cynical (my point being partners prob won't like our decor opinions/wants). and everytime there's a decorations with bunnies, one of the kids is just. BUNNIES. all caps but in my head. and I'm trying to not direct the self hate and cynical at them but it's hard to deal with both of them.

[clustersystem]

I empty my cup and I empty my cup and then I empty it some more. It's never filled, but I try my hardest to fill it myself. Then sometimes I can't fill it myself, so it's hard to exist, but then it hurts me if I'm not there.

[silentiumlitwicks]

Reminder that DID/OSDD is not fun or trendy and endos need to stay off our blog

[silentiumlitwicks]

Long time, still can't express anything

[silentiumlitwicks]

catch me sitting in the headspace expressionless because i cant express emotion well but feeling dumbfounded after watching a demon vampire fight  a literal manifestation of negativity while the system host turns into a giant pokemon and screams