#personal bologna

[musicalmeowsandcandiedlemons]

I was banned from buying dolls because they were 'too childish' so I missed all of monster high but the last of the jointless reboot dolls before I recovered enough to realize that I was an adult and free to buy dolls now. I bought a curvy fashionista with glee and she's still one of my most prized dolls. So Monster High is relatively new to me, and I'm slowly collecting the characters. Rochelle is my favorite, and I really love Cleo and Deuce. Lately we've been watching the youtube episodes and I really enjoy them.

[thillyhead]

i dont want to date anymore. i just hate myself so much. i cant keep up with anything in my life and its just one more thing that freaks me out. i dont feel like a deserve to have fun or do nice things. i’ve been off my anti depressants for two days though, so thats probably not helping either. i cant believe i forgot to refill them. why cant i make myself do anything?i just feel like the worlds biggest piece of shit. im so behind on everything. i dont know if im up for going on a date tomorrow. i know that it will be good for me, but i dont want to meet new people right now. i just want to cry

[thillyhead]

god i hate living alone

[thillyhead]

tell me your favorite myth or folk tale!!

i’m trying to get ideas for one of my painting classes. it would be lots of help!

[thillyhead]

it’s funny. learning to live on my own has been a lot like learning to be my own mother. i find myself saying a lot of the things she would say to me to calm myself down. i have to learn how to comfort myself and when to push myself. how to be my own support system. i’m such a different person than i used to be. i’m so smart and strong and outgoing. i hope to continue to gain more patience with myself as i grow. 

[thillyhead]

I was doing so well! i’m just so angry with myself! but that’s a lot of my problem, how much i beat myself up. it’s normal. it’s understandable. i just can’t belief i let myself feel this way again. it’s so stupid, and i’m completely over reacting, so i don’t want to talk about it to anyone. But i feel so alone. i couldn’t sleep at all. that probably didn’t help. i just have to remind myself that it is normal and that i will make it through this. i just feel so stupid for getting myself in this situation, for over reacting this way. i just want it to stop.

[thillyhead]

the assignments for my theater studies class are really fun! i’m crying!

[thillyhead]

Getting to Know You Poll thing

Name: Anna

Average Hours of Sleep: around 8

Last Thing I googled: liam neeson

Nickname: Anna-Belle-Yee, Thead (short for Thilly Head)

Birthday: August 11

Gender: lady

Height: 5′8″  Weight: 230

Favorite Color: green

Places That Make You Happy: foresty mountains, really old buildings

Number Of Blankets You Sleep Under: 3

Favorite Movie: This is really tough! right now i’m going to say Kiki’s Delivery Service 

What Are You Wearing: nuthin, babe

What Is Family: People who love, respect you, and would do anything to insure your wellbeing. 

Favorite Drink: H2O

Favorite Food: ice cream

Last Movie Watched: Inside Out. I cried like a fucking baby the whole time

Dream Wedding: backyard in spring or fall. close friends and family

Dream Pet: a dumb doge

Dream Job: working with people every day, helping them solve problems and achieve their potential.

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