#personal dribble

[yonwonton]

Tolerance for bullshit...

...has gotten rather low. 

I’m not the cuddly kitten that gave ass pats like before.

The doormat mentality has gone. 

Thank you for opening my eyes. 

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

Honestly, I just don’t want to do it anymore. I feel not only numb, but like I don’t want to talk to anyone new. Meet anyone new. Nothing. Just kill me, what ever, what the fuck is the point.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

Holy fuck do I even matter as a person? Burn me alive, it doesn’t really matter, I am barely alive as it is.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

This is going to hurt isn’t it?

Pretend it won’t.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

The ghosts of hands gently wandering,

Invisible touch you can still feel,

Safe, warm but still vulnerable.

I would do anything to keep this feeling.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

I wonder why we listen to poets, when nobody gives a fuck.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

Why don't i deserve to feel what i give to others. Why don't i deserve basic compassion. They do to me what i would never do to them.

[achildrens-crusade-on-acid]

Doesn't it feel so good to be right. You let your guard down, you let yourself be vulnerable. When you knew. When will you stop repeating yourself. You're getting a little old for games.