Feb 12, 2017
This is a Bad Month for me I think-- feeling cruddy because of valentines day and lot of ppl seem to be talking school/college lately and I just...
what the fuck am I doing with my life?
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This is a Bad Month for me I think-- feeling cruddy because of valentines day and lot of ppl seem to be talking school/college lately and I just...
what the fuck am I doing with my life?
New Years resolutions:
*post more art *post more fic *post more original writing *loose weight (am at 100 kg, get to 90? At least) *talk to people more *leave more comments on fic I love *fix my sleep schedule *save more money
I am going to start saving every goddamn bit of money I have because fuck this I need to buy a house. Like I like living with my parents but... I wanted an apartment but no. I need to buy a house. There are people I want to help feel safe down in the states, and I want to have space for them if they come visit
i think I’m feeling sad? (Idk I mean I feel my normal emptiness but also kinda like crying??? That’s sad for me, I think?)
Maybe I’ll write some mermaid fic or flower shop fic or something, idk, see if that helps
I feel like I'm forgetting something important and now I'm all stressed and nauseated. In other news I redid my blog and my pages so there's that
I guess I'm getting my eyes dialated again! (I say that but I already have the drops in my eyes)
Wow I-- Huh. I don't feel so hot? Like...it's weird. Today is weird I've had 3 ppl tell me that I look cute today (what????) and I feel sad n lonely n nervous all at the same time in a bad way???? I don't know I want it to stop tho
guess who got a CT scan today!
got my eyes dilated and after I talked to the doc he was like ‘u need to get a CT scan to make sure the inflamed optic nerves aren’t anything bad like cancer’