#personal lol

[birdstooth]

I must increase my usage of this word until it adapts

[dreamyfreakout]

i think it'd be cool to be like paid for photos and have a few nice people that give me $$$ for friendship/cute photos lol 🐾🐾🐾 like as an ace person, sharing photos online is very fun and validating and can be a safe~ish way to explore sexuality and being sexualized and it'd be cool to do that more personally/privately and also be financially supported through that in way that actually felt good >w<, 🐾

fwiw I cam's a really long time ago & it was not something I enjoyed at the time but I can relate and see why ace people are drawn to it as a space that can be healing/feel good and I think there's an ideal version of it for me that'd be so cool but probably not realistic meow if that makes sense lol... 🐾

[isityouorme]

You ever have a thought and think “that’s so Carmy” then realize you need therapy?

[spookytimediaries]

Sometimes I feel the ghost of the wedding ring on my finger, which I haven't worn in a year

And Spotify won't stop playing our wedding songs, no matter how much I shuffle

Every place big or small echoes with you- but slowly it's all being recorded over

And I can't tell if that makes me happy or sad

[nyc-pizza-rat]

i am atleast some flavour of genderqueer because to me my gender is like. absent. and today i was talking to my friend and we got onto the topic of how its all very fucked up for women in society and he kept going "you guys" and "you" and "you" and i was like itching to get out of my skin lmao like my brain was screaming "NOT ME. THEM!! THEM!!" is this normal am i being crazy

[thendrinkyourkombucha]

I'm having a pacemaker surgery (which isn't a big deal, I've had several before) but this time with an endoscopy. which is SCARY. so naturally I'm rereading Tough Love by @sochilll.

sochill's Jared Kleinman save me. Save me sochill's Jared Kleinman.

[ohsonewtome]

the pa system at my work sometimes plays muzak or like the lullaby versions of popular songs and i just figured out they are playing the lullaby version of oasis!!!! and it's so cute lmao!! currently playing wonderwall

[godzilla-reads]

I just started working at a bookstore yesterday and the highlight of my day was an older man returning Fourth Wing and Iron Flame and being very disdainful about them as stories. Like yes, I hate them too.