#personal rambings

[enigmabird]

if you are telling someone with cancer about a person you know who saw a woman who offers "natural remedies" and this person is still alive!! i hope you explode and die, reform, and then explode and die again.

[heizerux]

How are you?

Well. . . My day has been chill. I spent my morning prepping my town for K.K. Slider’s concert (for tomorrow they say?)

It was a nice play but then I got too far into trying to pop every balloon for cherry blossom recipes. I just want to attain 3 more things but alas these freaking Sky eggs are making it IMPOSSIBLE.

I’m avoiding time-traveling and I just want these:

(And if anyone has those or any others and is okay with trying to trade or work something out, I got these so far. We could build and trade! Just shoot me a DM if anyone is interested UwU🌸)

Other than that, thank you for asking! My day wasn’t too eventful lol. I think imma go make some lunch now.

[ask-cloverfield]

God This is my ideal body type

[haikyoutooiguess]

So I’m super critical of my writing (like I am for everything I create) and will generally happily tear it apart until I’m convinced it’s garbage BUT sometimes I get a line or two that I’m like... “damn. Okay, this one is a good one, I can live with this. This one line makes the rest of the garbage worth it. I am slightly less shit than I thought I was good job self.”

[heizerux]

I’m gonna cry this came out looking like whole-ass MOVIE 🥺

Square Enix outdid themselves as usual and I’m only 7 mins in

[heizerux]

I think I wanna cook some Garlic Soy Sauce chicken this week

BonChon Style :3

My air fryer has been begging me to use it anyway 👀

[jellyboob]

I was having a hard day after therapy today but I’m increasingly trying to stop my negative thought patterns and take care of myself. I think I actually managed to bounce back a little today, I’m not 100% but I managed to get back out of bed and continue on with my day. So it’s a small win. 

I’m trying to have a better relationship with myself and work though my rejection dysphoria and depression. It’s still early days, I’m on new meds and I’m hoping that in two weeks when I increase the dose I’ll feel a little stronger too.

I want to get better and love myself more. It’s so hard when I’ve been in such a dark place for the past 2 years, but I don’t want to live like that any longer. I want to be happy and meet new friends and find a job that I genuinely enjoy. I’d like to get back into my art and fic writing too. 

I need more love and creativity in my life and I think the hardest thing to come to terms with is that it has to come from me, and I’m trying everything I possibly can to get there

[cattlebone]

allbad is a terrible awful game and i love it