#personal rantings

[supersailorxela]

I'm too cute and fragile to work another 17hr shift.

Times like this I wish I was in the world of people send me money cause I'm cute. Alas, I don't qualify for that. 😂

[hospitalhelper]

Currently sitting naked in sunglasses trying to read my damn book with the one eye that doesnt hurt. Who invented this bullshit? Who decided that lazers were the way to go?

[hospitalhelper]

Cross dressing alone in your home is a completely cisgender activity and I'm not in denial at all why would you say that im so cisgender it hurts it literally hurts sometimes would someone who isn't cis not look at the mirror no I'm sooooooo cis and this crop top and skirt prove it

[luna-writes-stuff]

I am not one for sharing any personal things on this blog, but I simply felt the need to share this because the experience was so overwhelming.

I visited Edith Mary and J.R.R Tolkien’s grave today, and as a big fan of Tolkien’s works, I must say, it is something worth visiting. The grave is nicely kept, but it does not necessarily stand out from others. Lots of letters, coins and acorns are left on top of the stone. I returned later today to give him my own personal letter, and even read it to him, and - as someone who was born years after he passed -, it was emotional to say the least. To stand across the grave of someone who means so much to you, and who had inspired you as much as he inspired me, everything suddenly just hits you. And you haven’t even known the man, nor knew the same people he knew, but somehow it still gets to you. To everyone thinking about visiting, I would definitely do it. As crazy as it might sound, it definitely changed the way I think about him now. I always used to think of him as someone who was only an author, and whose work was his legacy, but seeing his name above a grave makes you realise how mortal everything actually is. I think I may have been blessed by him somehow, because the motivation to write suddenly just flooded my senses. Life is short my dudes.

[luna-writes-stuff]

I really love your entries for the Tolkien challenge this month. They’re really beautiful and honestly the prompt list I find very inspiring

-@outofangband

THANK YOU!!! I’m so glad to know you enjoy the art and everything!!!! Thank you so much for the feedback

[supersailorxela]

Dear tumblr eliminate the fucking quick option to send posts I'm tired of sending posts to randoms that slide into my DMs.

Also random men stop.

[ofstancy]

OKAY let’s just start off by saying that i am normally a ship and let ship kinda gal because i can usually see the appeal. BUT DO NOT GET ME STARTED on fucking darkl*na. i have so much fury that people actually want this. it makes me scared for what the women of this fandom want and worried about the perpetualization of societal hierarchy in real life. this is the same shit i was worried about when i re-read twilight as an adult... this is what we are teaching our young women is sexy? NO THANK YOU! let me live my boring, stable life with my sweet husband with our two cats in our boring home. THAT, people, is sexy. finding a person who values you, is sexy. 

and just one more thing... i will not stand by while people say it’s okay for darkl*na in the show because the characters are aged up. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK IF ALINA AND THE DARKL*NG WERE THE SAME FUCKING AGE. when you are a position in power, you will never be able to be on the equal level as the other person. this is basically saying it’s okay for a professor to fuck his student because they’re both adults - or a boss to fuck his employee because they’re both of age. it is NOT okay. when one person holds power over another, then the person with less power doesn’t have the same ability to say no. 

and before someone tells me i don’t know what i’m talking about, let me ask you where your master’s degree and therapy background comes from. because i have spent my life studying mental health and working with CHILDREN for their mental health -- and let me tell you, i have seen this type of “relationship” before and it is DAMAGING. 

/end rant (sort of, i’ll never stop ranting)

(one more thing: don’t come @ me saying i tagged this wrong - i didn’t. it’s a mobile issue if you see if in the darkl*na tag because i tagged it appropriately)