#personal rumblings

[athabascasims]

I downloaded Skyrim. Again.

[billiedeansbitch]

so I opened my wattpad after what felt like years of abandoning it, and checked my stuffs. I can't believe I used to publish fics multiple times a week. Now I could barely write 300 words in a day and I'm lucky if I finished one in three days...

[bloodnikki]

What if Glimmer’s glitching was really a mirror of what Scorpia’s powers would have been if she was connected to her runestone? Because as a princess Glimmer is naturally connected to runestones and the runestone needs a princess to connect to for balance so it just goes ‘uh, she will do’ So, when the system reset in the battle of Bright Moon it disconnected Glimmer from the runestone that was making her sick. Her body wasn’t built for that one after all.

[joliebean]

according to ts4 male poses - men really enjoy sniffing their hands

[moonida98]

Writing prompt (#3)  How I love

Yesterday my friend asked me, “do you love her?” and I said, yes. And then, later on, she asked me again, “do you think she is perfect?” And I answered, no. She said, “in my eyes, he was perfect and amazing.” And I thought maybe it’s how we love differently from each other. And how my definition of love was always different from other people. Was it because I had built a wall around me to stop me from hurting or was it just because I am an introvert. In my mother tongue, Farsi, two words to describe "love." one derived from the Arabic word "eashaq" and the other one the Persian word "doost dashtan." both meaning love but for me, they were always different. I've never believed in the word "aeshaq." For me, it sounded unrealistic to love someone with no condition. To think that a person is perfect and they have no imperfections, no flaw. In the end, we are all humans. None of us are perfect. But the word "doost" or "doost dashtan" was believable. We call our friend "doost." this word for me sounds deeper than "aeshaq." You don't see that person perfect anymore. But you look at their flaws, and you accept them. You share your secrets and insecurities with them. You don't shy away. She is different from all my standards. She is not the cleverest, she doesn't read, I hate the music she listens to. I'm an introvert, I get drained quickly, and if I love her doesn't mean she doesn't consume me. , on the other hand, is clingy.  She exhausts me, but it's okay I let her because, on the other hand, she gives me some kind of peace. Her voice, her touch, her laughter. It gives me peace, it lights up my day. And I hope she knows that.  I hope she knows how she makes me feel. After a year I still get butterflies to the sound of her laughter. I get hurt when she suffers or when she is sad. When I'm down, she calls me and just to hear the sound of her voice it gives me peace she calms down my heart and mind. People tell me to move on, but how can I when she is the only person who gives me more confidence, who knows what to say to cheer me up and gives me space when I need it. How can I move on from such a person who holds my heart so dearly and I hold hers. I hope she is careful with it. I hope she doesn't drop it. But if she does, it's okay. I don't hate her. I'll thank her for holding it for so long, and then I get down and gather the pieces and put them back together and build a wall around with a small door so that if she wants to get inside, she can do it effortlessly.

[wannabeyourmoon]

IM BACK IN TUMBLR!!

First of all, im sorry guys. This was a really difficult year for me.

BUT now im done with this semester (passed my last final yesterday) and now im finally an official forth year at med school. YAY

Ill be more active, at least for three months before summer holidays end here.

Thank you for leaving support in my inbox, i love u all and you dont know how much i missed you all this months.

Next year ill be taking class at hospital so ill be in hiatus again but for now lets give love to Astro ❤

[peterfriggingpan]

yup failed my exam

[margalotta]

y’all guess who’s going back at uni? yes, this depressed gurl! Anyway, keep your fingers crossed for me, I hope everything will turn out okay and they will accept me!