So I made this animatic yesterday, and it kinda flopped, so here you so simblr: the characters in that video, but as sims. I couldn't find the right horns for Zeus cause I didn't have the patience to look so sadly he does have a broken horn in this, but it's fine. Also Melody's arm warmers were meant to be a teddy jacket off the shoulders, but I could not find the cc for it. I kept getting Second Life links >:(
These characters are all little parts of me. They represent not only the genders I experience as a genderfluid person, but they also embody different parts of my mind, Inside Out style.
Melody represents my sense to duty and responsibility, but to a detrimental degree. She's the part of my brain that wants to be an overachiever, but is still too self assured/overestimates my abilities and ends up not doing any real work. Also mostly in charge of how to handle my romantic feelings, but she still does a shit job at it!!! She's my femininity and my mask when I have to present cis in public, being the public face of this whole operation.
Anthony/Tony is the voice in my head that tells me I'm not good enough. He's my ego, my hatred (including self hatred), my impulsiveness. He is my desire to fuck shit up and be mean!!!! And he also represents my masculinity. He's the one that made me realize I was genderluid, after feeling extremely masculine too many times to dismiss it as a passing thought. He's really mean in my head sometimes :( and him and Melody dislike each other quite a lot, because I've battled many days with feeling both femme and masc at the same time with no way to appease either feeling.
The idea of Zeus came to me a few days ago, in the height of my distress over the breakup I asked for. I felt horrible, in so many ways, and so I wanted to make a (not so) little guy to hug me and tell me everything is okay, and a character I could channel my distressing self-oversexualization thoughts onto. He was made as somewhat of a vent character, a persona I could channel my distress into, and someone that I felt comfortable imagining taking care of me and telling my intrusive thoughts to shut up <3 I adore him and he is the most caring of them all, now representing my self love and willingness to stand up for myself and deffend myself, even if the only poses I had on hand were scary vampire poses.
