i can promise you that every person who thinks that they hurt me, have nothing to be forgiven for, and that includes you. i may not know what you did, but that doesn’t matter because whoever you may be, it does matter who you are. nothing is your fault. whoever you are, i chose to open myself up to you and i let you in to my life, and trusted you. and no matter who you are, out of the many people that i’ve known, i don’t regret that one bit, because i still care about you and i no longer hurt anymore. i’m not going to say that i ever got mad, because although i may have acted like it, really, i don’t have it in me to truly hold a grudge, not ever. certainly not against the people that i was friends with. so please, don’t blame yourself for anything, okay? the fact that you bothered to even make contact with me again says a lot. if you really were the bad guy in whatever happened, then i don’t think you’d really want to talk to the person that ticked you off in the first place—which i’m certain i did. whatever happened, i take full responsibility for it, because it’s on me for having not been able to act like the friend that you deserved. if i just finally knew who you were, i’d talk to you again in a heartbeat, and i mean that. i’d be so happy if you messaged me off anon. i have notifications on for all tumblr activity on my phone, so i’ll always be here. you don’t have to message me right away, i’ll understand— but...i’ve just missed everyone. and i don’t want you to feel like you have to let me move on or something just because you think you supposedly messed up.