#personal tp

[jadadtodd]

thinking of baelor telling egg “the septons say we must love our brothers” and not thinking of his own brothers, but of his uncles who were his own age and raised alongside him despite being bastards and who he still had to fight when they rebelled against his father

thinking of egg who was young enough still to not quite understand that there are more types of brothers than the ones born from the same parents as your own, and thinking his uncle can’t possibly understand what he was feeling because baelor’s brothers would never be as cruel as his own

[jadadtodd]

constantly suffering the unintended impact of getting a kitten as a teenager and forcing it to be obsessed with me because now i’m [redacted] years old and can’t do anything in my own home without a clingy old man cat trying to meld his body into mine

[jadadtodd]

mourning what was lost during this aftg reread (kandreil)

[jadadtodd]

do not perceive me when i reblog smth from one of yall from my previous url and then just redo it here with the exact same tags once i realize im a moron. idk how to make it so the fast rb thing automatically chooses this url it just keeps switching on me and i dont have the braincells to remember to switch it back every time.

[jadadtodd]

to all the zero (0) people who care

sry i havent posted in days lol my laptop charger broke and all the (two, there’s only two, why small town) places who sell them were out and also fuck tumblr mobile

[jadadtodd]

getting to know you meme

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

no one tagged me i just like to overshare

nickname: pax is my name. i guess if i have a nickname it’s PJ?? that’s rarely used anymore tho

star sign: gemini. surprise i’m a two faced bitch.

height: i say 5′10″, but every time it’s measured it’s anywhere between 5′8″ and 5′10″.

time right now: 11:40am rip

favorite musical artist: i don’t really listen to specific artists but my fave genre is folk

song stuck in your head: my love took me down to the river by little green cars

last movie watched: mmmmmmm i don’t watch movies much... it might’ve been hp5 before christmas?

last tv show watched: i finished the oa last night, which........ my man..............

what are you wearing right now: black sweats, cap tank top (lmao im a parody of myself), and my bro’s old hoodie that i stole after he moved

when did you create your blog: this one is like.... two-ish years old? but i’ve been on this site way too long. it’s been so long. help me.

what kind of stuff do you post: i just reblog shit. mostly fandom shit. 

do you have any other blogs: not anymore thank god

do you get asks regularly: lmao i probs have like 12 active followers pal

why did i choose my url: because i’m a parody of myself, as previously stated

hogwarts house: ravenclaw af

gender: male

pokémon team: mystic fuck everyone else

favorite color: i like green and gold

average hours of sleep: idk like 6-8 probs

dream job: wildlife rescue but like........ some fantasy wildlife rescue job that pays a Bunch

cutest baby animal: i live for kittens

[jadadtodd]

can every healthcare professional i try to talk to about my mental issues please stop focusing so much on my gender. like i get it, it’s major and something i’m in the process of fixing, but it’s definitely not my biggest and most pressing problem. please stop dismissing my attempts at communicating that i’d rather talk about issues i deem more important as me trying to avoid a sensitive topic, thanks.

[jadadtodd]

lol sorry i havent been on here for three weeks but my mind has decided to go fucking batshit in the past two months and i’m trying to deal with that