#personal-post

[salikawoods]

anyway life’s been shitty so here’s a shitty life update for venting purposes and shit 

my boss has been more abusive since the holiday season has started. normally i’m just numb to the whole thing and can wave it off but now it’s been pissing me off

also still can’t find a real™ job after graduating uni almost a year ago! high five!

my grandma’s been in the hospital for almost two+ weeks for something that should’ve been a simple procedure but then there were a shit ton of complications

she’s a bitch on narcotics and has been abusive towards my mom and i feel so bad for her and don’t know how to help

i feel like i’m spiraling again into depression with the new year coming in just over a month and i haven’t accomplished anything

it’s been hard to look in mirrors again

in a constant ‘what’s the point’ mood

i feel like i don’t know how to talk to people anymore and i feel like i’m a clingy burden to my 2 1/2 friends

also i don’t WANT to talk to people because...like..fuck you i’m not in the mood and don’t want to be seen

my psycho co-worker thinks she’s a witch and is going to try to learn how to ‘control’ her powers to hex our shitty clients and i need to fucking quit this job

scratched my car. AGAIN

[machathefox]

I just want to say that I don't plan on reblogging or posting any of the explicitly NSFW posts that I like on Tumblr. Maybe on the alt, but not here.

I will thirst over girls. I'll reblog pretty selfies of girls. I'll interact with posts on occasion. I have no plans on putting that on my dash though as I want my account to generally be friendly, even if I do discuss some triggering topics. God knows that I have enough half-naked trans women on my for you without trying or interacting with those posts, I don't need to subject that to others.

TLDR: I'm going to try keeping the explicit stuff out of my posts, but I do enjoy lewd or sexual content, so if that makes you uncomfortable stay out of my likes tab.

[shewholovestoread]

Airtel blocks Tumblr in Mumbai

So it appears that Airtel (an Internet service provider) has blocked Tumblr. I live in Mumbai and since yesterday, I’ve been unable to log into Tumblr on my laptop and my phone when I’m using Airtel broadband. Yesterday I couldn’t access Tumblr for the most part regardless of what service I was using. But last night, it started working again but the problem persists with Airtel which leads me to believe that Airtel is responsible for the block.

As far as I know, Internet service providers have been doubling down on blocking sites that are predominantly geared towards adult explicit content but that is a small part of Tumblr, something Tumblr is attempting to “fix”, albeit in an extremely ham-handed way. Yet another reason I will never switch to Airtel 4g, piss off!

[negasonicgem]

tfw the only kin network u feel comfortable joining doesn’t allow for doubles, and of all the fucking characters in the entire marvel universe

they got me

this is fine.jpeg

[negasonicgem]

that mentally ill feel when your so gets snapchat and now you’re paranoid and jealous and angry that they’re talking and having fun with other people without you and you don’t even know who they are and they could be sending them flirts or nudes or smth

which is highly unlikely because they wouldn’t associate with someone who’d do that because they love you but because you’re afraid of sex n shit and are ace like what if they have someone on the side like

it’s bad i know to be super,,,,like one of those people who has to know EVERYTHING and see every text and see who their contacts are and whatever and i’ve gotten better but it still gives me such unwarranted anxiety.

is this a bpd thing