#personal.ask

[r0ttingcanine]

happy 2 see u guys back on my dash <3 it’s good to see u again :)

thank you!! :3 <3

you too, always.

[r0ttingcanine]

Apologies for being gone for so long! University has made Me busier than I had expected. I still want to find time to talk with you. 🦋

im sorry for being gone for so long too.

kinda abandoned this blog in a fit of depression and a... uh... two suicide attempts and kinda not rly coming back this soon. everytime i have a blog i abandon it eventually and rn i need to taper off medication anyway and been through some dissociation shit, so im kinda not in the mood to scream into the void... it just feels futile... reminding me of how lonely i rly am irl while i can watch everyone have... a life... when i have neither rn... i dont get more than half a day in memory rn...

but thank you for having tried anyway, even if i only got to this ask over a month later. <3

[r0ttingcanine]

hey there mutual im not sure if youre looking for reassurance right now but i mean this genuinely!! being single doesnt mean being a loser AT ALL, your personality is really cool! and youre cool! im sure people would love to be your friend, and well these days its veryyy hard to find someone to date anyways please be alright and take care of yourself :(

yh, i did kinda look for that ig, thanks 🫂

being single in itself doesnt mean im a loser but being unwanted and isolated for most of my life does.

everyone has such an easy time with this stuff.

i cant even make phone calls n dont know what receiving affection is like bc nobody ever rly bothered ig.

so. yknow. i do feel like a loser.

idk.

ill be ok ig. i always am. im very resilient... but thanks anyway. 🫂🫂

[r0ttingcanine]

Aw, it's alright, dear, I understand. 🦋 I often feel the same way - in fact, I feel that way right now. But I do hope your days get better. 🌸

🫂🫂 thanks.

yeah my days should get better tbh, i started anti depressants today so lets hope they do smth eventually. ^^

i honestly dont remember what feeling i mentioned but i hope you feel better too if it was smth negative... i hope your day was a good one tho! 🖤🫂

[r0ttingcanine]

i am also drunk. a little bit. twiiiinssss <3. hi

twiiinnnsss! <3

hehe.

hi lol.

hope your day was good.

[r0ttingcanine]

Ahh, yay, comfort food!! That sounds so cozy. 💠

I'll be doing the same Myself, after I work on some homework. And after that, I'll get to writing. I'm so excited. 🌺

im so sorry, i completely blanked out on this ask... kinda forgot it was there when at first i just wanted to not add more effort to my night so... im sorry lol.

yh, it was pretty cozy n relaxing ig.

i hope your writing session was good too!

[r0ttingcanine]

heyy!! Thanks for liking my posts ^^ your profile looks actually so cool and I mean it hahah

ah, yw x) thank you x)) i didnt think anyone would think that, so i appreciate it a lot ;w;

[r0ttingcanine]

Today is supposedly the start of a winter storm. I hope you are well wherever you are; hopefully the storm coming in where I'm at doesn't affect you harshly. 🌺

oh, that sounds like a lot. i hope you will be well too!

i dont think it affects me much, the weather app says "Light Snow" at -5 Celsius so i think thats not too bad. either way i have everything inside here (i bought some comfort food n stuff, so even if the snow comes, ill try to stay comfy, i need it big time lately), so im good either way, no worries about me. i just hope it doesnt affect you too bad!