i dont even know what i'm writing anymore, the words are just coming and i'm hoping they somehow form coherent sentences bc i really really want to pass this class

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i dont even know what i'm writing anymore, the words are just coming and i'm hoping they somehow form coherent sentences bc i really really want to pass this class
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕝𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝔼𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕀𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕘𝕣𝕚𝕡 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 e̸̜̣̻̿͑̌̀͝͠n̵̛̮̘͔̅͐̈͂ḍ̶̎ ̴̡͙̫̰͎͚̋̆̓̂́̀̍̓̚͝i̴̢̲̼̪̙̗̼̼͕͒̀̆̿͜͝t̴̰́̾̇̀
Walking into work and my pupils are pinned as hell
Tfw you find a pill on the floor of your car after thinking you had run out.
Maybe I should just publish my fanfiction but idk where since its all ocs?
Pillow Thoughts
I'm tired of only doing things for other people. I feel like instead of living for myself I live for those people. For once in my life I just want to do something for myself and be happy for it. Band, is the only thing I chose for myself and I love it.
the whole clean/sober thing is so damn hard. constantly thinking of relapse & tryin to push those thoughts out.
I'm at a month clean. It has definitely been hard and at times I didn't think I'd see it through. But I'm actually trying this time. I am legit trying. One day at a time.