#personalprobs

[yourbasicavacado]

going off the grid for a while.

:/

[strawberry-milk-t]

Found his blog

My ex’s blog. It’s Weird he still uses the same name I told him in like 11th grade. Sometimes I wanna say hey to him. But those days are over. I hope he is doing well now that we’re adults. I wanna thank him sometimes for showing me a bit how to grow up in a relationship. Wish we never dated so we could be friends. But that’s life

[strawberry-milk-t]

When your anxiety kicks in and you were hoping your friend would cancel.....ugh 🤷🏻‍♀️ #anxietysucks #personalprobs

[so-hear-me-sing]

So I have a rather shitty roommate who I live with that my other roommates and I are currently trying to kick out of our house for various reasons. Today he came home as one of my best friends and I were on Pinterest looking at bachelorette party ideas for my upcoming wedding in a few months. Because my roommate knows I don't like him he hasn't really said much to me, but today as he walked in the door and saw us on my laptop he said "I thought you don't go to school until Tuesday, why are you doing homework?" Bitch what? I'm literally looking at meat shaped like a penis on a plate, the fuck you talking about homework? 😂

[thatonechicklet]

Daddy Issues

One can only forgo anger towards a father for so long when he's as obnoxious and know-it-all as mine. I try to have patience with him, especially because I know that I'm a replica of my father, maybe like 75%. The other 25% is a jumbled concoction of my mother, grandma, and the little bit that is an original... me. My own self is struggling to overcome that self that is my father... I hardly know myself and yet I'm expecting my dad to know me well enough to back off... it's not fair to me or him... any suggestions on how to build more patience, or at least to numb myself to his behavior and personality?

[hummingbirdsingsroses]

I feel so uncomfortable like...... I feel like I'm being tickled but I'm clearly not? Everything is just awkwardly uncomfortable and idk what's happening????

[so-hear-me-sing]

The worst fucking thing in the world is knowing you fucked up with someone so bad they literally want nothing to do with you. It's completely in their hands whether or not they will continue to give a damn about you. They can either choose to forgive you or they can tell you to rightfully fuck off. I hate waiting for you to make up your mind. All I want is to make you not hate me and to go back to the way things used to be. I've lost so many people I can't lose you too. Please don't go...

[so-hear-me-sing]

I hate the feeling you get when things start piling up. Like that excessive weight keeps adding up and you know a mental break down is in your future. You can literally feel the stress mounting in your body and it gets to the point it actually makes you nauseous. All you wanna do is sleep but you can't, and you wish that things could just be easier.