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[thewitchingstarr]

My coworker/friend found out I'm a witch

And now she introduces me to all her friends by telling them I'm a real witch.

It's both super cute and also super nerve wracking... I'm not used to everyone knowing that off the bat about me and I'm not sure how they will react.

But I haven't had any issues and it's kind adorable how proud she is to know a witch.

[thewitchingstarr]

How bout some office witch juju. Showing off my "I don't know what I'm doing but I need to wear these things today" skills... Channeling my inner bumble bee pooh bear in dusty yellow paper bag pants (forever 21) striped shirt (picked up at a clothing swap) pointed flats (target) and I think it's suppose to be a waist slimmer thing to get rid of bulges, but I used it to help with my anexity (thrift find). Earrings I think we're a gift from a fellow faerie long ago (she was a steampunk faerie with metal wings, cept she never got around to making them-so sadly we never got to see her preform) and I made the cictrine ear clip. Round my neck is my pouch of holding (lil sis gift) which is housing my "I'm a fucking witch, what am I doing" spell I made last night cause I couldn't stop the freaking and stressing out. Probably gunna end up drawing sigil on myself today to keep from freaking out. Wish I wore makeup- would have been smart to use some glamour today. Whoops

[thewitchingstarr]

Cause I finally took a good photo of it, I thought I'd share my "bright idea" tattoo I got on my bald spot. When I was 7 I got hit in the head with a rock thrown by a neighbor (he wasn't aiming for me he just had really bad aim) and had to get one stitch... this stitch left a bald spot in my hair line which I didn't find till many many years later. My lil sister @faerie-witchling suggested I get a tattoo in the spot and I loved the idea. So I designed a lil firework/sunflare/flower looking thing (I meant for it to be a lil abstract) and dubbed it my "bright idea". It deifently was painful, but I love it and I've already plans for my next one ♡

[thewitchingstarr]

It's raining I've got a cold And today's card was The Hermit... To quote the magic school bus "I knew I should have stayed home today."

[starrstrucksilly]

.. we have a whole table full of humans, ages seemingly ranging from older to old, who are happily chatting and laughing... directly in front of my bedroom window..

It is 12:30 at night.

On a week night.

If it was the teens, I could simply ask them to quiet down, they are respectful and always chill when asked. These are all like boomer ages... and they are unpredictable with how they will react. They also definitely aren't speaking English, so I'm not sure if the language barrier is also going to be a huge hurdle asking them to quiet down....

Uuggghhh I wanna sleep but the random choruses of laughter is making that hard

[wishingstarr]

.... cant sleep.

Arg I hate this pillow case, the fabric is stiff.

-roll on back

Fuck my hair came out of the hair tie again. Why did I think a curly mowhawk length would be cool? Fucking sides of my head have grown out to long.... it needs to go

-roll over

Leave it alone, go to sleep. Cut your hair in the morning

I hate this crunchy fucking pillow case.

Damnit spouse why do you snore so loudly?

-shuffle

You were trying to grow your hair back out, shut up about it brain we can't do anything about it tonight so go to sleep.

-pillow case over head

Fuck your snores are so loud, fuck this sandpaper pillow case, Screw my fucking hair it feels so fuckim gross even if it's freshly washed

God the fuck to sleep, deal with shit in the morning

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OH MY GODS I CANT STAND ANY OF THIS

..... this is what lead me to cutting a chunk of my hair off in the dark of the bathroom and now I'm in the closet trying to find a softer pillow case..

Gunna go stick my head in the sink and try to rinse off the rest of the hairs I just fucked up and try to sleep and fix this shit in the morning....

I seriously hate my brain some days

[wishingstarr]

So far, I've have 3 mental conversations, 1 argument, 1 session of wishful thinking, 4 intrusive thoughts, and I've lost count how many times I've told myself to fall back asleep now... fucking shit brain you've been up since 2, let me sleep already!!

[wishingstarr]

21 questions

Tagged by @lastif

Nicknames: none that any one still uses, but my oldest one was Banana

Height: 5ft 6in

Last Movie I watched: How to Train Your Dragon The Hidden World

Favorite Musician: S.J. Tucker

Song stuck in your head: Dance Like an Idiot, has been juggling around my head today

Other blogs: my witch blog theWitchingStarr and my professional blog that you'll have to find for yourselves ;P 

Do I get asks: NOPE! This is also the first time I've been tagged

Following: uh shit I follow 262 tumblrs?

Amount of sleep: uhh math... 7-8 hours?

Lucky number: 8 but the verdict is still out if it's lucky or not

What I’m wearing: Jeans, union t-shirt, knit cardigan, knee high boots. 

Dream job: I'm working in my dream field, just gotta work over to my dream company

Dream Trip: Germany, I wanna meet my family there

Favorite Food: noodles meat and gravy, 

Play any instruments: Pre-carpal tunnel days I played Violin, cello, and piano. Not well, but I enjoyed them.  

Languages: English, American Sign Language, some basic German

Favorite Songs: September's Rune, Paradise by the Dashboard's light, 

Random fact: I was born with an extra finger on my left hand (it didn't have any bones so it was removed early on in my life) 

Describe yourself aesthetic things: I asked my sister cause I'm bad at this shit 

"You're like a fairy tale about an old witch cursed to look young, but adapted into a movie by Ghibli "

I tag @alien-witchling @neverjay @hillyosaurus @ultimomizu 🤷‍♀️