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San Francisco, CA
for the ask game: are you the planned twin or the "buy one, get one free" twin :P
I’m the unplanned one 😢 they didn’t even know what to name me but they got my sister’s name ready to go 😔
going through my old r/truscum posts/replies on Reddit has been SURREAL
like, it's less that I necessarily disagree with a lot of my older opinions, but like. I was 15. Less articulate, more reactive, more prone to misinfo. Also the overall r/truscum environment was/is a lot different compared to tumblr's transmed environment, and a big chunk of the sub thrived off of insecurity and cringe/flop content as opposed to actual arguments against how being trans is defined in the modern day and misinformation about dysphoria
Some unknown light green insect stung me on Sunday and I've been having an insane local reaction to it. I got quite an unreasonably priced antihistamine cream to treat it which is also photo-sensitive (fabulous for summer), so I have to cover the big red area with a big sterile plaster for woulds. it looks like I've been bitten by a small shark.
Also the conversation I had with my flatmate about the plasters? "Can you get me the 10 cm x 10 cm wound cover plasters on the way home?" "Did you stab yourself???" "WHAT..? why would I... why would I specify the size of the plaster if I stabbed myself?! I would have more important things to worry about!" "I don't know, maybe because you're in shock?"
So ( as we all do from time to time), I checked in on some of my ex’s online presence. In particular the two from high school who completely fucked me over in many ways. I honestly haven't checked in on them in a couple years. I recognize it’s been 10 years, and that was highschool. But I just don't get it? They are both the people I wanted them to be, just 10 years too late. They could never really be with me, because of who I was. And now they are both all those things. Timing is everything. We don't all learn to embrace who we really are at the same time. Somehow though, their evolution into their true selves stings a little- why couldn't it have happened 10 years ago?
I just want to fall asleep next to someone
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It’s really interesting how just being in the same room with certain people can make you feel better. They don’t even have to be paying attention to you they can just be watching a video or having a conversation about something not including you, but them sitting in the same room is enough to make you feel a little less alone and a little more loved.