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CALLOUT FOR: @thebalanceoflight

Where do I even begin?

Going to be honest about this... they were one of those blogs where I wasn’t sure how it’d go between us, you know? Those friendships that just kind of... creep up on you? You’re hesitant to talk, because you’re intimidated, then you talk and you instantly regret not having spoken to them 84 years sooner because they’re just... amazing. The chemistry between mun and muse is rare to find, and they’re just so friendly. One of the few that are a genuinely positive person, that has nothing ill to say about anyone or anything. They’re so patient, understanding, and the type of friend that everyone deserves in their lives. Their writing is outstanding, their portrayal? Doesn’t matter who they’re writing with. You’re guaranteed to hear their character’s voice in your head. I absolutely adore them to death, and I love how willing they are to be a shoulder to lean on. Loyal to the end, and that’s so hard to find nowadays. They’re an absolute keeper.

#peteparker #thebalanceoflight #answered.

”Something went wrong… I think you’re blind.” - thebalanceoflight

Something went wrong... I think you're blind.

Echoes of delivered news continue to make rounds in his head. Have shut him down as his mind makes an attempt to figure out a proper response, a response that doesn’t include ripping the gauze that cover his eyes and forcing himself to see. Heart has dropped to the pit of his stomach, tanned skin has withdrawn of color and remained pale. Procedure was meant to be something simple. Something where they’d go in, sew him up and send him right back home with the instructions of keeping out of any bright lights and keeping the bandage over his eyes for the next few days. Get lots of rest, watch for infection, and be in the office in just a few weeks for the check up. After those few weeks, everything would go back to normal and he would have already forgotten what they even had to do to him.

Pain would be completely gone and his vision was no longer going to be obstructed. That had been the plan. A plan that he had been hesitant to believe to begin with - and once more, he’s proven right. Proven that he never should have gone in, that he should have waited. For a better doctor, a better surgeon, for things to get better - anything... he should have waited. Now he’s going to be dealing with the possible consequences.

Breathing is shaky, and if it weren’t for how numb he still was, he might have just felt the tears that were beginning to weld up in his eyes. Biting down hard on his lower lip so that he could choke them back, biting down so hard that the surge of pain disrupts the need to emotionally grieve the possibility of losing such an important sense.

Losing it, means losing a lot. Losing who he is, and what he does. A soldier, from the very day that he had graduated and gone straight to becoming a cadet. A proud sniper, who had a very prominent name and reputation that followed him. Being the main reason why he had been so quick to try and get his vision checked and fixed. How could he do his job if he couldn’t see? It’d been giving him problems for longer than he had admitted, because he didn’t want to be discharged for not being able to do his job. For missing a shot that should have been incredibly easy for him to hit. He had no one but himself to blame, knowing that he shouldn’t have put it off as much as he had, shouldn’t have been ashamed to admit that there was a flaw in his code that was deterring him from properly working.

Should he lose his vision, what was he going to be? Who would he be? A burden. Someone that would have to learn how to survive all over again with some sort of assistance. A man that couldn’t provide for the very person he had promised a good life for - he wouldn’t even be able to provide for the simplest of bills and it’d only be a matter of time before everything took them crumbling to the ground. He couldn’t do that to her, he couldn’t take her down with him.

Finger tips run over the gauze that’s covering his eyes protected, before he reaches out for her hands, having to do a bit of feeling around before he feels hands slipping into his own. Instantly, he grabs on tight and brings her knuckles to his lips where he presses a kiss to the top of her hands, to her knuckles before he finally finds the will to find his voice and speak. “Baby...” Voice cracks and he has to take a second to get a better grasp of himself. Wanting nothing more than to see the expression that she’s wearing, to comfort her, because he cannot imagine what it must feel like to deliver this news, to be the one in the middle of it all. To be the one that suddenly, he couldn’t even find her hands to hold and to comfort. “Please tell me that it’s temporary... please tell me they said something about fixing this.”

𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄 - 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 - @thebalanceoflight

#peteparker #x. ❝ ᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ʀᴇᴘᴏʀᴛ 𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒹𝒶𝓉. ❞ → 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 #❝ ᴀ ᴛᴡɪsᴛ ɪɴ 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎. ❞ → 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍

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