-“You promised me.” Peter’s lips trembled, pulling his guitar close to his chest as his cries echoed through the empty Manor. -
SPOILERS BELOW!
When I was writing this chapter, tucked away in the corner of my closet (yes, I write in my closet, lol), there was so much to consider. I wanted to focus on the transition of Grayson’s emotions: before the performance, during it, and then after, especially when he realized his family wasn’t there.
When I first wrote that scene, I thought, “lol that sucks.” But sitting then back, looking, and then reading after writing it
I was like, “Damn… that sucks.”
Cause, like, imagine! Yall already know this but Grayson has trouble expressing himself, he puts other people’s feeling and emotions above himself and the only way he thought for the first time he could express his words isn’t through the song necessarily but the guiter, music without out words, specifically he was drawn to an Electric guiter. He felt like for the first time he could find a way to express himself.
It wasn’t that they didn’t come, it was that he was opening his heart out to them, and they never saw. 😭😭😭 or felt or heard.
“Peter wanted to share his heart, to share the words that he couldn’t say out loud, the tears he couldn’t shed, and the love he always expressed.”
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Then came the phone call, My gosh! Let me tell yall something, I was heart broken, Ngl after writing the phone call I didn’t write for like a good hour, and I was done with that in like 30 min!
Guys I had to take breaks inbetween! Bro I just—GaHHh it sucks it really does, and Jason’s voice message to me was the one that got me, like 😭😭😭😭😭 why did I have to write that!
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FYI—Peter waited more than three hours after the call with Gordon btw 😋😋
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For his anger, I wanted him to be upset, but but like a teen upset but also controlled cause, I don’t know how to describe it! But I know I did pretty good, and the sad thing was, he only reacted that way cause no one was home.
If anyone was home he would’ve reacted completely differently.
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Then being left alone for three days! BRO! And then he finds out three days later that Jason’s dead! XD.
Dick’s so funny!
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Anyway with this illustration I drew my favorite scene, here I liked it alot, manga style, black and white, chapter two is gonna be just😫😫😫 like, bro! This is why I had to break it up! Cause the next chapter is not for the weak!!!
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Anyway! I know this was long, this was actually important to me a lot and I pushed myself,
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ThAnK YOU everyone who read and Commented!! I’m so happy! And Like it as well! Yall did! Like I just get all excited reading yall comments!!!💕💕💕💕
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Sharing Grayson like outside of the main plot has always been something I wanted to do, and I’m STARTING OF With a BaNnG!😆😆😆