#peterpandiedtoday

[stuckonaglacierwithmacgyver]

been following you for years and now while trying to click the ask button i unfollow on accident and ruin the count 😩 anywayy I don't remember how much you were into fic or now that you've returned the question is maybe rather if you still are but if you are, do you have any fave sg fics that haven't made it onto ao3 yet?

Happy belated 10 year anniversary of following me! <3

Honestly I've not been into fic lately but I do remember migrating to ao3 after the great ff.net porn purge and I don't remember my ff.net password.

Rogue Cnidarian is a fanfiction author that has written 32 stories for Stargate: SG-1.

That said, whenever I want Daniel/Janet I go here ^

[totallyfrandom]

If they're using the app and didn't uncheck that random order thing it's quite plausible for them to see some posts but not others. I get having these negative feelings when there's no reaction (esp in light of past experiences) but I'm sure that's not intentionally. (As for no activity despite following you, personally I just enjoy seeing most of the things you post but they are mostly unrelated to what I post about.)

Well, I have signal boosted that post three times so should’ve seen it from me if not from others by now. But here is it again.

I know it’s not intentionally, but I just can’t stop overthinking things due to my extremely low self-esteem.

[totallyfrandom]

You might not actually be ignored but people just don't see your posts maybe or they feel strange reacting to something very personal or emotional because they're not close to you or feel like it would be appropriate even tho it's positive. Or don't know the context and don't want to come off as insensitive with a reaction. I really don't think the reason is that they don't care and are ignoring you on purpose

That with “people just don’t see your posts” is hard for me to imagine, especially when I know some mutuals have shown activity (Likes or Reblogs) towards reblogs I had reblogged *after* making a post so I don’t think they simply missed my post to get to the reblog I made. As for the other point… well, as an autistic I sometimes don’t understand people and what goes through their minds, even when it comes to mutuals and friends, and I sometimes just get the feeling that people are getting or got tired of me without an explanation. Kinda like with that ex-friend last year. I have this constant fear of being left out and thrown away like an used broken doll again just like with that ex-friend did to me. That person f*cked me up pretty badly in a mental way. As for other Followers who I personally don’t know… no idea. Hardly any activity from 80% of them as if they didn’t exist so why even follow my blog?

Sometimes I envy those popular bloggers for having many genuine people sending asks and replies with appreciation and well-wishes and tips and suggestions etc like some happy family, even when the popular bloggers feel low or somewhat negative they always have 20+ people supporting them to 100%.

So sometimes I just don’t feel good enough and I’m back to self-hating again.

[francofolle]

1, 4, 14, 15

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

already answered, but I can give new answers :)

read: The Love Song of Alfred J. Prufrock by T. S. Elliot 

watch: Les petits mouchoirs (or little white lies in english) 

listen: Jean Jacques Goldman’s Les chansons pour les pieds (this surprised me but yes i choose this)

4. do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?

answered here

14. are you a musician?

i wouldn’t call myself a musician, but I play some piano and love to sing. i don’t devote enough time to call myself a musician, but musical yes <3

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.

5 more lets go:

How Much Land Does A Man Need by Leo Tolstoy (not technically a book sorry)

Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie

Le dernier jour d’un condamné by Victor Hugo

Games Without Frontiers by Joe Kennedy

Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris

identity asks

[jonsofwinterfell]

peterpandiedtoday replied to your photoset “personal moodboard I don’t need a knight. I need a dragon. Dragons...”

Where the heck do you find pictures gor those

pinterest! :) for example the book one in the middle I typed in the search bar “book aesthetic” and pretty pictures came up. so basically if you type anything and put aesthetic after it you’ll find some stuff to use for moodboards. 

[jonsofwinterfell]

peterpandiedtoday replied to your post “I was tagged by @theqveenofiron - thank you! <3 Rules: Answer the...”

i am shocked i am not tagged haha

well i was going to but then i realised it says to tag people you want to get to know better and i think we know each other pretty well by now :P

[jonsofwinterfell]

You know you have it good when your friend knits you wrist warmers and sends them to you with your fave candy and a hand written letter(complete with a spaceship sticker). Thank you Louisa, I love them! ☺️💜

[warrenkoles]

@peterpandiedtoday oh I'm not sure, I don't know mangos like that