I want to be a really good person.
I want to be kind .
I want to be forgiving.
I want to Love others unconditionally.
I want to forgive and be compassion filled .
But.
I have a fucking hidden petty ass petty fucking streak. And it says : " hey , are you asleep... ( whispering to me at 300am ) I hope all of our enemies die horrible fucking long drawn out painfully painful deaths. And as they die , tasting their own blood ; the thought occurrs to them of how they did me wrong. And they can eat shit. "














