#pf blogging

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love it when people starting pulling dumb shit a week before tech!!! love it!!!!!!!!!

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it's not even tech week yet and i've already resorted to cereal at 10pm

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my heart is literally pounding at the thought of first rehearsal this satuday.

THE SCRIPT. IS SHIT. 

NO ONE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO SEE IT.

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i love when people think they get to have an opinion about things even though they don’t do any work :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) 

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FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY NOTATION AND SENT IT IN I’M SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF 

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what if. instead of notating this Goddamn Song. i just screamed. for five hours. for the same effect.

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me: *has no idea what i'm doing*

me: ok guys so here's how we're gonna do this

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i am just sitting here on my ass doing nothing and trying Really Hard not to freak the fuck out about all the shit we still need to get done for the show. we have a read through with the director on sunday and there is some absolute shit writing in this draft that i do not want him to see. but we don’t have time to get together and fix it before then so. here i am. there’s nothing i can do about it and life doesn’t make sense anyway. time is an illusion. i’m going to not give a shit as much as i possibly can and go to bed.