Me explaining my teen experiences with socialising and creating friendships to my mom using the analogy of me always being on a bridge (and the bridge itself) - on one side of it, I meet new people and as we walk along the bridge we get to know each other; as time passes by, someone else enters the bridge and I start connecting with them, as well. These two become acquainted, and over time foster a relationship more intimate than the one I have with both of them individually. We used to all walk together on the bridge; now they’re way ahead, nearing the other end and stepping off it, choosing a different path and not looking back. All the while, I’m left feeling used for my kindness and generosity.
I’ve just realised it’s most likely connected to my Uttara Phalguni Moon. Such a sad way for it to manifest.