Upset Shinsou || accepting
@phcenixiisms asked; 🔊 Experiencing sensory overload
If there was one thing that Shinsou is conflicted about, it is his reaction to touch. One the one side - he is hosting about it, try to keep personal contact to a minimum. But on the other side...he simply was touched starve and actually enjoys contact with these he is close.
But given his upbringing, he never really got to enjoy it. Building a barrier around himself, forbidding himself from even enjoy it....seeling it out.
With UA a lot of things changed. So much so he even got a, well friend. You could say. Shinsou was still hesitating about it. Especially given how many other friends Midoirya had.
It is not like Midoriya was very touchy - he did respect Shisnou boundaries but the still would get in contact, if it is just in small ways. In ways, it shouldn't bother the brainwasher.
But it did, slowly and slowly he grow more uneasy and he just couldn't find an explanation. Sure, his senses...or reflex? Got better. He notices touch way more easily and away more intense. They constantly fight in his head - liking and heating contact at the same time, viewing Midoriya as a friend and not.
Already when he woke up he could tell this day would be long, his head felt heavy, he heard a constantly piped in his ears. And he felt so heavy and sensitive. The whole day the brainwasher was busy trying to avoid getting close anyone - trying to avoid contact by all cost. He can't even tell what the teachers were talking about.
And of course, the day couldn't end in peace, hearing an all the familiar voice. Midoriya was talking and walking with him back to the dorms. Shisnou does not even know what Midoirya talks about, maybe their upcoming training session...or something else. He wasn't sure.
Suddenly - well it wasn't sudden, it just comes out fo nowhere for the brainwasher - the greenhead gripped the brainwasher hand. The final straw to break Shinou's dam
" Let me go...!" He whizzed out between his teeth. Bringin some distance between himself and Midoriya, holding his wrist his body visibly shaking.