#phinflynn

[angryacemask-blog]

This whole drama has been on my mind for a while

but a recent mental rut has opened my eyes on the subject and made me look at myself and my views. I’ve been able to keep my views quiet until now after this self evaluation. I just need to put this out there, especially since dramarising has been censoring the topic.I’m choosing to be anonymous for a reason, because I know if my name gets out there you and your group of ass kissers will slander me to the ends of the Earth. Even with this anonymity, I still am uncomfortable disclosing some information because personally its just uncomfortable to talk about. Just a warning for what’s ahead, there will be mention of pedophilia, and CSA below, but that’s a given by now with this.

“What people don’t get is that fiction is only going to affect people already inclined to do the thing. Someone who isn’t a pedo isn't going to become one because they read an underage fic.”

First, I will begin with the one phrase that ticks me off the most. I hate this because I am living proof that “a person won’t become this because of this content” is false. I have a fetish that I had no way of preventing that has ruined relationships, friendships, and my social reputation; all due to something I was exposed to as a small child, and I hate it. When I say I have the fetish because of this exposure, I don't mean I realized I was into this fetish. I know what I typed, and I do mean that I was exposed to this content, and had it ingrained it into my undeveloped brain as “This is how it’s supposed to be.” The argument that fiction does not affect reality pisses me off because of this. Saying that the content I was exposed to didn't affect me and that I was already prone to acting on it as a fucking 6 year old child enrages me. 

“If someone who is a pedo might be tempted to test their fantasy irl after consuming [my content]. In which case, anything could have set them off.” 

The fact that you said this, that a pedo may be able to act after reading your content shows you just don't give a fuck about what happens after. Not everyone who sees this and acts on it are so unstable that they couldn't help themselves, some of them are children who don’t know whats right and wrong. Potential victims are at risk of this because their brain doesn't know better. And to your last comment of “not my fault they read my fic”, well, sorry for being a 6 year old that didn't know what was sexually right and wrong. Sorry for my 6 year old brain not automatically knowing it wasn’t okay. Sorry for being a fucking victim and being an “anti” because i don't want other kids ending up in my shoes. I mean, who needs to protect kids? It's their fault for being ignorant and underdeveloped.

[s1mpl3sp0ng3]

it's a stone luigi: now i'm actually researching gay dad names

Dipper: pff

it's a stone luigi: "ancestor, begetter, forebearer, origin, sire, progenitor"

it's a stone luigi: why am i laughing so hard at those

it's a stone luigi: imagine a five year old kid saying "i love you, begetter"

Dipper: amazing

it's a stone luigi: there's also "lama"

it's a stone luigi: that's it the kids are now calling alfred lama

it's a stone luigi: i'm making it canon

Dipper: no

it's a stone luigi: yes.

Dipper: that isn't canon

it's a stone luigi: it is now

Dipper: no it isn't

it's a stone luigi: i'm making it happen

it's a stone luigi: right now

Dipper: no

it's a stone luigi: i'm writing it in the bible

as we speak

Dipper: perrifred isn't in the bible

it's a stone luigi: MAYBE NOT IN YOUR BIBLE

[kaitoubing]

phinflynn replied to your post:phinflynn replied to your post: “i updated my...

if i do run into him i promise to punch him

ty ur my hero dkgkdfkgdk

[kaitoubing]

phinflynn replied to your post: “i updated my about and blacklist a little bit if anyone wants to check...”:

HE LIVES IN COLORADO??? BUT... I LIVE IN COLORADO D:

i know :c he lived + worked in lakewood near denver last i checked, hopefully u won’t run into him

[one-real-summer]

phinflynn replied to your post:Day 8looking good!...

i’m sure ultimately the scar will be more accurate to the IDEA of stan’s mark, even though in the show it just looks like a tattoo. i wonder if he might have gotten it tattooed over at some point to make it look natural? in any case i bet the final product is gonna look great. and tbh your face doesn’t look that bad. i’m sure it feels awful and doesn’t look right to you but i think you look okay. :>

I feel like he probably got it tattooed over, just to hide it. A design tattooed on skin is probably a bit more common, less suspicious, and easier to explain than a strange scar. Plus the scar on his arm is an entirely different color, though sun exposure darkens scars so it could just be that, but I’m pretty sure no one scars blue.

The only real concern I have about how my cut’s gonna look when it’s fully healed is that it’ll just indent and not have much of a color change (I’m hoping it’ll scar white). I don’t really have any big cuts to compare it to. And the dog bite was stitched up immediately by a plastic surgeon, so I’m hoping that’s why those scars hardly show up. We’ll see though.

I forget people don’t get as close to my face as I do when I’m putting on my meds and stuff so it definitely looks worse to me. But I should still wait until my other stuff is healed. Adding more damage to my body while I’m trying to heal another wound, several rashes, and an infection probably wouldn’t be good for my immune system. They’re gonna be small cuts so it probably isn’t that big of a deal but I still want to avoid adding more stress to my body if I can.  I’ll see how I’m doing after I’m through with my two weeks of using the eye ointment.

[vulture-jack]

phinflynn replied to your post:It deeply. Deeply terrifies me that by venting...

you could do what i did and make a private venting blog. it still gives you the feeling of having an audience without having to deal with people actually seeing what you’re saying. it helps me a lot because i don’t have to worry about what i say.

Honestly thats been suggested a lot but somehow i feel like knowing no one can see it will make me feel even more alone and shitty cuz its like....to the void? idk. i get why it works for some people but i dont think its for me

[kangals]

i have been following you for like a year now and i had no idea you were kaylink from deviantart. i think i need a moment. i mean, your art is absolutely stunning, and i can't tell you how often i've dicked around with your fox and wolf makers when toying with character design. just. omg. i followed you b/c of a picture of your dog and you also happen to be a dA artist i love. this is surreal

SURPRISE BITCH

haha i have had this happen a few times and it amuses me so much! sneaky artists. thanks for liking my art :D

[s1mpl3sp0ng3]

i knew u were gonna say that too but i stood by and did NOTHING (honestly dude i do the same thing when someone says ppg, i gotta think for a minute when it happens)