This whole drama has been on my mind for a while
but a recent mental rut has opened my eyes on the subject and made me look at myself and my views. I’ve been able to keep my views quiet until now after this self evaluation. I just need to put this out there, especially since dramarising has been censoring the topic.I’m choosing to be anonymous for a reason, because I know if my name gets out there you and your group of ass kissers will slander me to the ends of the Earth. Even with this anonymity, I still am uncomfortable disclosing some information because personally its just uncomfortable to talk about. Just a warning for what’s ahead, there will be mention of pedophilia, and CSA below, but that’s a given by now with this.
“What people don’t get is that fiction is only going to affect people already inclined to do the thing. Someone who isn’t a pedo isn't going to become one because they read an underage fic.”
First, I will begin with the one phrase that ticks me off the most. I hate this because I am living proof that “a person won’t become this because of this content” is false. I have a fetish that I had no way of preventing that has ruined relationships, friendships, and my social reputation; all due to something I was exposed to as a small child, and I hate it. When I say I have the fetish because of this exposure, I don't mean I realized I was into this fetish. I know what I typed, and I do mean that I was exposed to this content, and had it ingrained it into my undeveloped brain as “This is how it’s supposed to be.” The argument that fiction does not affect reality pisses me off because of this. Saying that the content I was exposed to didn't affect me and that I was already prone to acting on it as a fucking 6 year old child enrages me.
“If someone who is a pedo might be tempted to test their fantasy irl after consuming [my content]. In which case, anything could have set them off.”
The fact that you said this, that a pedo may be able to act after reading your content shows you just don't give a fuck about what happens after. Not everyone who sees this and acts on it are so unstable that they couldn't help themselves, some of them are children who don’t know whats right and wrong. Potential victims are at risk of this because their brain doesn't know better. And to your last comment of “not my fault they read my fic”, well, sorry for being a 6 year old that didn't know what was sexually right and wrong. Sorry for my 6 year old brain not automatically knowing it wasn’t okay. Sorry for being a fucking victim and being an “anti” because i don't want other kids ending up in my shoes. I mean, who needs to protect kids? It's their fault for being ignorant and underdeveloped.