“Please don’t ask...Please don’t ask q_u-estions...Please don’t stare”
(Keep in mind i like the idea of the first death if its possible to obtain scaring from it when you come back it is the aspect you are when you hit god tier soo... keep that in mind that its a head-canon thing)
So-- like...i’ve stated before, she has two scars on the back of her neck and her back...And like...okay. lemme explain. Phirem is me, shes a form of me...but shes my anxiety, my insecurities and my self hatred, struggles with self love and so on just...more there...her break downs happen more often...but like...she handles it the way i do...she bottles up emotions and such, says shes fine when shes not. shes everything i hide and pretend i have under control just more brought out a bit more and doesn't hide it as well-- if that makes sense.
But shes insecure about her scars...her back scar isn’t her fault but claims it to be..honestly it was an accident on her Lusii’s part, she doesn’t know shes much bigger than her “child” or most things..and she gets extremely excited when she see’s Phirem..and her the one on the back of her necks is the cause of her death....and i’m willing to go into detail about those if asked but that would be a lot and such to type here.
But her insecurities are mostly around her scars, shes constantly trying to cover them, always has her left or right hand covering the back of her neck, and she wears things over her back, though Porrim added some ribbon to the back of her romper it did cover it up a bit she still thinks its showing too mush...so she uses shawls and things of that nature to cover it up without issue..jackets and so on. she doesn’t like showing them off...She normally feels comfortable though when her back is away from everyone's view, against something, closest to a wall or object and so on..she is easily jumpy and will quickly turn if someone walks up behind her mostly because she is just a jumpy person but she also really would much rather not have to explain..she doesn't like explaining either of them. Heck later down the line she still hasn’t told Cronus..she just shuts down and doesn’t talk much about it but she learns to love them after he comes along. But most of the time her Moirail is standing behind her so she isn't as scared...it helps her out a lot, they don’t mind it i don’t think. hell her Moirail and Porrim as of right now are the only two trolls shes comfortable not hiding them around.
But yeah--- i drew a thing.
Fun-fact, she hates her “Beta” self/thing and her Ancestor o v o.
