#phonedin.

[kiddaeng]

where's my cool mood board

// @pijichu

......................................누구예요?

[kiddaeng]

❛WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT FILL UP A “SUPER BIG GULP” CUP WITH 5 HOUR ENERGY AND CHUG THE WHOLE THING. MY HEART HAS EITHER STOPPED COMPLETELY OR IS BEATING SO FAST THAT I CAN’T FEEL MY OWN PULSE.❜

bad idea starters with @pijichu​!

it takes three blinks for daehyun to register exactly what’s going on. three blinks. one in her direction, one at the cafeteria that for the most part is empty, and one as he puts his chopsticks down to address her. hands clasped in prayer and eyes closed he fights to hide the smile creeping on his lips because this is too good to pass up.

“and here marks that last day anyone ever saw kim jisoo alive. also kim daehyun if any of her fans knew he allowed her to perish on this day may 23, 2017.”

daehyun can be eccentric. jisoo is eccentric. the difference between the two is the comfort. for her it’s a natural, nothing like a stretch and pull of her personalities. nothing like what people say about idols nowadays. but then again what does anyone know about idols, what does he know about idols. all he knows is jisoo, standing before him, a cup about the size of her face in her hand and energy so loud it’s creeping up on his skin. if that’s an idol it’s really not so bad. he peeks an eye open to give her his attention once more, this time the smile and amusement in full force.

“anything you’d like to say your fans before you go on the wildest trip of your life? Because that super big gulp - the one you chose not to share with me, is gonna hit you hard in t minus two minutes.”

daehyun’s not particularly eccentric. but he tries.

[kiddaeng]

"my memory is failing me. i don't remember where exactly i read it and who wrote it but it goes a little something like... fortitude...! it means fixity of purpose. it means endurance. it means having the strength to live with what constrains you."

// @fairrcn

“this morning my horoscope said I should avoid a traveling salesman, if you’re trying to learn how to sell drugs, this is not the way to go. not that I’m an expert but - I’m way better than that. sounds like you took it off a popsicle stick.”

he’s kidding. and it’s why he tries so hard to make his smile as big and as silly ( obnoxious ) as possible so she knows he’s kidding. sometimes it’s easy to joke with joy and sometimes his jokes are taken for more than what they are - offenses against her character. and she is if anything, a character that doesn’t deserve such offense. a lady of particular respect, demanded and asserted everywhere she went.  

but it’s kind of early and the minute daehyun heard her proposal he’d been waiting to see how she’d propose the argument. over breakfast of course because practice lasted an extra two hours and he’s tired as hell.

“the only thing constraining you from getting your ears pierced is you’re a big baby. so how about we use that endurance to strengthen your will and go get it done hm?” he says it over a carton of milk, one that he’s chugging rather barbarically by the fridge. daehyun suspects she hates that kind of thing but he’s been too suit and tie recently to try and pin himself up again.

“if you’re saying it’s my purpose to take you to do this then sure, but if you’re saying I need to live with whatever’s holding me back I’ll take a rain-check on that.” everyone’s been a little too close to his head nowadays and quite honestly daehyun’s a little tired of it. tired of how paper thin the walls are getting. but he’s still smiling over the carton and smiling at her.