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She reminds me of autumn.
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#whimsicalwonderfulwild #originalphotographers #girlgaze #gloomandglow #seasonspoetry #ofquietmoments #photographicdiary #hvmansouls #nothingisordinary (at Scotland)
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This person right here, her name’s Marina. 24 years old and still trying to find herself, trying to find the right path for her life.

She’s been in a tough world.

Her parents are divorced since she was young. She’s living with her mother in a cozy small apartment with a great terrace at the center of the city. Her mom is a life coach, specially for women that have goals to reach but they’re not even halfway there. Her brother’s living in Barcelona and studying music. And lastly, her dad is living with another woman, which that woman negates everything Marina does. But, at least, Marina’s relationship with her dad is all well. And so with the rest of her family.

Her late teenage life was dark.

She’s been under bad influence with people doing drugs and smoking and doing all sorts of things.

It was hard for her to get out of there.

You can see it in her eyes and in the way she speaks.

After a couple of years she’s been through a process of desintoxication, maybe five years… that’s long enough for her to forget her past and be a new person. But the problem is that she’s still lingering a bit on the past.

She’s smoking cigarettes, she tends to be indecisive, sometimes impulsive. At least she’s not violent.

She’s a different person than before.

Well, I never seen her the way she was because I met her like 4 months ago, and we connected a lot. But I am sure that her personality changed. She’s soft and gentle, and a good person. But her “nature” of being sometimes being impatient and indecisive can be tiring. That’s why her mom and I (and more people, of course) are beside her.

It’s not our job, specially not mine, to save her. She has to save herself, because at the end she’s the one who decides whether to take our words seriously and make action or refute them and continue being the way she is and not make any progress.

That’s what I don’t really like about Marina, but I also learned a lot from her. And hopefully she learns a lot from me too. It’s a way of growing - learn from yourself and from others.

On the other hand, what I like the most about her is that she’s a comfortable person to be with and kind of open-minded, so it’s easy to talk about anything.

She’s real, honest, sincere, soft and gentle, open, loving… she’s got so many good traits behind those real problems of hers.

And I hope she’ll be on the right track soon.

We’ll see about that in the future. I’m counting on you, Marina.

[fraeulein-maximiliane]

Aigita In her then Aberdeen living room. She still amazes me. Unfortunately only few of the pictures do still exist, as the there was a fault in the external drive . .. . #girlgaze #hvmansouls #sheisnotlost #theeverygirl #folkandstory#thefolkpr0ject #momentslikethis #photographicdiary #portrait #muse (at Aberdeen) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2_-9j9Ihcd/?igshid=uxg9slxoxbpu

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Summer memories. Sand on her face, while the river sings it’s lullaby. @deborahhaarmeier . .. . #muse #portraitphotography #sheisnotlost #lookslikefilm #blackandwhitephotography #buildandbloom #theeverygirl #photographicdiary #originalphotographers #girlgaze (at Düsseldorf, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3DDT83ICPG/?igshid=igz0iupr6fik

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A mermaid Washed ashore A moment of wonder The stones and earth greet her The sun will only praise her . .. . @laurenmouncey . .. . #gloomandglow #ofquietmoments #whimsicalwonderfulwild #allthebeautifulthings #folkandstory #amomentofwonder #mystoryoflight #seasonspoetry #dreamermagazine #thinkverylittle #hurtlamp #hvmansoul #tinycollectiv #photographicdiary #thephotographicdiary #girlgaze #originalphotographers (at Aberdeen) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Ctklwq6xK/?igshid=c1uk5kssk3uu

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It is your road, and you are exactly where you should be. Even if you feel that everything might be clouded and in the dark, just have faith that life is about love and abundance. There is so much that happens within the last couple of weeks, and the best is yet to come. . ,. . Die Wege sind manchmal seltsam wie Dinge sich entwickeln oder warum man wen im Leben trifft, dennoch alles passiert zu genau der Zeit in der es passieren soll, man muss einfach nur vertrauen. . .. . #abstractfigurativ #thinkverylittle #photographicdiary #thephotographicdiary #girlgaze #originalphotographers #igblogger #wordswordswords #ihavesomethingtosay #choices #lookslikefilm #fauxfilm #thefolkpr0ject #sombrebeings #35mmclub #actresslife (at Blue Ridge Parkway) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzAwFxvIB-p/?igshid=1nek8vamrnds5

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Someone ones told me, I should stop dreaming. I never understood the concept. My life, not a fairytale? Oh but it is. with @roxzylok My condolences go out to those who no longer dream, yet all I want now is to acknowledge, thank and spread the love with those who inspire me, and dream the the dream with me. All the magical human beings. I treasure you so much, you have no idea. You make my life brighter and lighter. . .. . #abstractfigurativ #thinkverylittle #hurtlamp #hvmansoul #tinycollectiv #unveiljournal #photographicdiary #thephotographicdiary #girlgaze #originalphotographers #gloomandglow #dreamermagazine #everydayusa #everydayeurope #somethingelsemag #somewheremagazine #visualambassadors #creativeoptics (at Madison Square Garden) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1_-sGJIM0V/?igshid=ks4dw7va1hc7

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Stop. In . The. Name. Of. Love. ♥️ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There are some moments in time, where everything stands still. Even the city that never sleeps is just quiet for a moment. Who’d have thought. Maybe it was the moment I realised that this is it, this is me back again, creating another future. It is still one of my favourite shots these last couple of weeks, and I really needed to share this. Have a good night lovelies or a fantastic morning, depending on where you all are right now. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Es gibt Momente in denen scheint die Zeit still zu stehen, so wie dieser. Die Stadt die niemals schläft und doch hielt sie für einen kurzen Moment den Atem an. Mag sein, dass es auch nur für mich der Moment war. Sich daran zu erinnern, wer ich bin, was mich glücklich macht, und was ich tatsächlich noch in meinem Leben erreichen möchte. Und auf einmal atmet man befreit auf. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #igblogger #wordswordswords #ihavesomethingtosay #choices #lookslikefilm #fauxfilm #thefolkpr0ject #sombrebeings #35mmclub #girlgaze #girlvsglobe #originalphotographers #abstractfigurativ #thinkverylittle #tinycollectiv #unveiljournal #photographicdiary #thephotographicdiary #girlgaze (at Harlem) https://www.instagram.com/p/By1rVzYIDUv/?igshid=1kp8de7r1rjr8