#phripharm

[zazzerpants]

I wanted to break you, bones cracked, sanity splitting.

I wanted to nurse you, back to health, make you mine.

Set you in your gurney, drag you to your deathbed

Fingerpainting, dirty the walls

Much too simple a word.

Exhale

Deflate

This is where you end

I begin

Suffer

Swallow

Sleep.

[zazzerpants]

In between two bright keen eyes

Losing yourself in the perfect disguise

Overtly soon, cleanly timed

Vicious heart, troubling mine

Eclipsing stings falter in this sigh

Your counterattack leaves two mouths dry

Occam's razor unsatisfied

Uselessly starstruck and reaching, blind.　

[zazzerpants]

And we write like no one's listening

And we write like no one cares

And it's beautiful and creative and sodding desperate

Goodness me, we're in love.　

[zazzerpants]

The Get-Back Comeback

Omg hi I'm Alyssa and I like to barf feelings LOL!!!1!! Written after yet another exceedingly 'lucid' dream. Rushing thoughts and scary things, 347w. ------