#physically angry

[magicalyazsparkles]

So angry and yet just so meh at the same time. I haven't seen my mum so shook up and frightened for years and yet I'm just like "k cool just one more reason for me to tell you to fuck off then walk away" at him rather than going off at him like I would have back then.

[lipopolysaccharide]

biking today. WIND WAS AGAINST ME THE ENTIRE TIME. like

there and back

..... i am actually very angry right now. i just got home. took a shower. still mad