it's wild to think I've followed you for so long that I remember when charlie wasn't even in the world yet. seeing someone else's kid grow up through tumblr posts
sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night and take a piss and look around the bathroom at all the toys and the faucet extender and the tiny toothbrush and i almost cry. those didnt used to be there. charlie didnt used to be there.
did you know the eggs in the ovaries form before the fetus holding those ovaries is even born?? charlie has been with me since before i was born. can you believe that??
i can't.











