and it ends how you'd expect | sapphire, matthon | drabble
She was inconsolable from the moment they reached the hideout. Upon their arrival she said not a word to any of them. She leaned against the wall and eventually sunk down into a chair. But only that lasted a few minutes before she went outside to stand in the darkness and breathe cold air. The others washed the blood off their faces and hands, tended cuts and bruises, drank ale. There would be discussion in the morning. For now, exhaustion and the end of desperation ruled all. They needed sleep - Mercer was already outstretched on a cot, snoring quietly. Ronan had washed up but afterwards, remained in the shadows of the main room. He had a room of his own, but he watched Matthon, his Master, who stood with his hands on the table. The shards rested in the sac, untouched for now. He was contemplating on what came next, if Sapphire proved disloyal, if she couldnât be reconciled.Â
It was still hours until dawn, until a new red blossomed on the horizon with all of the possibilities of the future - a new age, with him at the front. He heard the door budge open and thud shut. Her footsteps. He looked up from the sac and found her face. It was set in hard lines, still dappled with blood.
âYou should wash up. Youâll think clearer.â Matthon spoke with concern, all the while calculating.Â
âIâm thinking damn clearly,â Sapphire seethed.
âYouâre in shock.â Matthon leaned forward, lowering his voice. âIâll explain everything in the morning - I know it didnât all go as planned -âÂ
â- not go as planned?â Sapphire laughed drily. âIt went exactly as planned. You didnât get that wand by accident. You didnât change into a beast by chance.â
âFreya, I promise all will be made clear to you in the morning, if you just -â
âNo! No...I wonât have a part in this.â She walked towards the window, stopped and looked out at the moon. His moon. If she walked into the self-fabricated trap she was weaving, he wouldnât flinch at reverting to the spider. Â Â
âIn this? Sapphire, oh, at what moment do you consider your participation invalid? Youâve had every part in this. Did you not come with me? Plan with me? Unlock doors?â On one hand, he needed her loyalty. On the other, she would henceforth be susceptible to pose problems.Â
âYou said this was a heist. You said it would turn anything to gold.â
âAnd yet you knew it was against our rules. You chose to be a part in this.â
âYou said you needed me. You said you wouldnât use me.âÂ
âI lied.â Sapphire looked scathingly at him. âAnd you, Freya. You are not naive as you pretend. Tell me, you really never thought this was going to be anything more? You knew me best of all.â
âI... I didnât know.â
âI suspected. But I thought...I thought we had to be there for each other....But I didnât want a part in this. Isla?â Her features contorted into unadorned pain. âYou tricked me.âÂ
âYou suspected, yet you chose to help. Youâre just as guilty as I am. Youâre just as responsible for your pretty friend turned stone.â
âNo. No, that was you. Donât you dare suggest otherwise.â
âI think the Pevensies will feel the same. Youâre right.â
âTheyâll damn you too. They all will.â Matthon moved away from the table and stood between her and the door. It was his last attempt - show her she had no other options. Which she didnât. She either helped him, or the alternative. âYou have been an active participant through it all. Youâve made certain actions, certain loyalties. There are consequences. The worldâs not going to take you back.â
âIâm not staying. Iâm not doing this.â
âDonât threaten me.â
âYouâll stay,â he said more firmly. He was aware briefly of the Ronan, still watching in the shadows. He wondered what he was thinking. If he thought this show was a warning - but Ronan, Ronan, he was stronger in spirit than Sapphire. That was always her fault. Her fragility. Too damaged; it was a shame.
âNo. Iâm going.â She looked towards the door. âIâm getting out.â
âAnd where will you go? No oneâs taking back.â
âIt doesnât concern you.â
He laughed. âWhat a pretty lie.â He stepped towards Sapphire. Her hand gripped the dagger at her side. Matthon grinned, he looked at the smallness of her weapon. He whispered, âNice blade.âÂ
Sapphire lunged and he caught her wrist, the daggerâs point edged towards the large vein in his neck. His other hand twisted Sapphireâs arm behind her back. Their torsos pressed into each other, their breath close. His grip tightened and Sapphire gasped. He nudged the bottom of her ear with his nose. âAre you sorry you ever let me kiss your neck?âÂ
âMatthon, whatâs happened to you?â Sapphire whispered. In a flash he remembered an earlier time, right after he killed the hag. The scene recurred; her sad eyes questioning him. But he was stronger now - he didnât embrace her as before.Â
Matthon growled, he began to change his face. âI made a choice.â Teeth sharpened, incisors extended. His jaw lengthened. He sniffed her neck. He could smell the hot blood just under the surface of her pale skin. He could smell equally the guardâs blood, dried thickly on her cheeks. He pulled back and looked at Sapphire. Her eyes were wide. âYouâre scared.â The words came through gargled.
Matthon changed his face back, slowly. âNot quite.âÂ
He slammed her backwards into the wall. Her skull rattled and she went limp. Matthon picked up his friend. He went out into the night. The cold air whipped his cheeks. Sapphireâs body was warm against his own. She wasnât dead. But she would be.Â