I want to apologize for being passive-aggressive towards you last year… you didn’t deserve that at all. You were only trying to be a decent human being that wanted to check how I was doing. I may have been dealing with a lot of stressors during that time, but taking that out on everyone, including you, is inexcusable and unacceptable and I’m really sorry if I hurt you.. I wanted to ask if we could talk early in September so I can apologize, but I’ve been hesitant and afraid of being rejected.. I’ve changed since we last saw each other.. not in a good way.
You wanted to know how I’ve been over the course of almost a year since September 23, 2014. Here’s the short version (I did type up a longer version, but decided short is better): I was sad and cold in personality during the first three months, but was really productive academically, physically, and financially for six months before just being productive academically and physically. Some bad stuff happened in January and throughout the spring and fall of 2015, but I graduated by the end of 2015. I’ve been at UMD since January of this year. You’re absence has taught and changed me significantly.
Right now, I’m okay. Even if I’m not, don’t worry about me because there are far more important things for you to do. I’d only slow you down man. It’s 1:00 AM and I’m going to bed now.
I hope good things continue to come your way and Alexander’s.
