Real anxiety hours is standing at the Walmart cutting counter for thirty minutes cause you are too socially inept to go ask for help and there's no call button.
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Real anxiety hours is standing at the Walmart cutting counter for thirty minutes cause you are too socially inept to go ask for help and there's no call button.
I hate that I always feel like I'm replaceable. I hate that I feel like I am only wanted around when it is convenient and the minute it's not I'm pushed aside. It makes me think that what my coworker said was true and that really, really sucks. I deserve better than this. I shouldn't have to beg for attention or communication or even acknowledgement that I am not what my demons say I am. She's right.
I really shouldn't but I miss my childhood friends. I wish we'd stayed friends and not had so much drama. But some things are just meant to be. I wouldn't have met Tyska had I stayed friends with them.
My ex once told me she was jealous of me and her sister because we got 'sympathy' for having mental disorders. (such as bipolar and aspergers) She told me she wished she could have some sort of problem so she too could get sympathy. She began exploring different disorders (such as disassociative and multiple personality disorder) and then began to show symptoms of the disorders she was researching about. At the time I didnt say much to her about this, I wish now I did because it was so fucking stupid that she did that. I remember thinking 'Why would you /want/ the hell inside my brain?' ...I'm glad she is out of my life
....gay mobsters. (///v//)
Had a anxiety inducing dream about my ex last night. Woke up feeling shit. But hey. Good news is I got a huge tax refund coming my way which will be spent buying tickets for Akon and Metrocon this year.
When I'm depressed I make chocolate covered strawberries
Today I wanted to boop Lil Cal's nose... ...then I realized he had no nose.