#pixietalk

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Let me elaborate on this bullshit.All of these stories are after I went through a completely full binder of stories and farmed through these ideas twice for which where ones that I both (still) liked. Also this is not including like 7 fairytale based stories I intend to do, and new stories that I have written down in new notebooks and sticky pads.

omg help

fml writing life

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just keep thinking about how, when I first made this blog, before I followed like one extra person, tumblr thought my dash wasn't full enough and helpfully spammed me with graphic hardcore gay porn (including one post that was nothing more than an extreme closeup gif of anal sex), oftentimes posting the same picture multiple times EVEN AFTER REPORTING IT, completely drowning out the blogs I actually was following

why did tumblr think I wanted this? and why are they now punishing blogs that never posted so much as a single stick figure rendering of a titty for their own idiocy?

shoutout to the lovely @wonho-deactivated because only by following you was I able to get rid of the flood of dicks and use this account for what I created it for

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One more week of school. One more week of work. And I’m getting Mamoru’s story. I’m so behind on so maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaany voltage stories, but more than any other I need Mamoru’s cruise story omg.

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HEADCANON:

All Willy Wonka candies are actually Harry Potter candies

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I'M UNSUSPENDED!!! YESSSSS

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I realize two things thin these past few days. Both are very obvious but they are things that I have huge issues with and have had a bit of a breakthrough with in terms of solidifying what I should be trying to do more.

The first comes with focusing. I tend to try to multitask, and I’m vaguely 50-50 with it. But I do need to learn a time I focus down two things that are very important for me to do Which for the most part include my writing and my art. (Other things will come later once I have a better schedule) But yeah dude to that parenting week (and I know I said I wouldn’t talk about anymore, I’m sorry) Figured out that even as frustrating as it is I can actually make a decent breakthrough if I just sit there and focus on what I’m working on. Again something obvious, but it is a thing I’ve struggled with constantly just because I keep trying to do something or let something distract me.

The second thing is patience. Which again is something obvious and this pertains more to my art. I am fortunately have a very low patience when it comes to doing my art in general not help by the fact that I am extremely slow when working on my art. There are some aspects that I will be working on that will literally take up to an hour and they 100% shouldn’t be taking that long. It’s such a tender get really frustrate really easy and which results in Various negative results. I also need to work on patients so I can use tutorials that I have actually found online and with some of the books I’ve purchased. It’s all very helpful, but I am aware and I struggle we’re trying to work at in with the pace need it to follow the instructions, problem that’s more evident when I tried to work with videos.

But I’ve had a slightly successful week in a few days, though I’m just getting back to ARC today, so hopefully these fully stick and I’m able to get to a point where I’m even mildly happy with what I’m doing and have established a nice work pace-flow.

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gonna try to do another one week panic productivity rush before the month is out so I’m not too sad though I’ll be sad

Cause also WTF its already the end of January

WTF

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The Goal of it All ( II ) - Same Goals, Same Hope...I Guess?

woo boy I’ve been meaning to put this up for a while. It took me a tiny bit longer than it should of to get all my goals finalized (not that the public cares. Also kidding I appreciate those who actually like these things)

But yeah my goals for the year are pretty much more the same

Lose weight, draw more, play more games, read more and create something or somethings if possible.

A bit long winded.

Self

To get an idea of how fat I am my goal of the end of the year is to reach 200 lbs. In all honestly given my current weigh it shouldn’t be so hard, but I’m aware of my eating habits and usual backslidings.

Learning

I also need to do some actual focusing and properly studying my Japanese. Should have understood Hiragana well by now. So end of the year need to have Hiragana and Katakana under my belt.

Art

And then there’s my artist life...that’s a mess. Quite a few things like I just need to doodle and draw more. Happy to say that is happening. Doing digital doodling and going back to doing palettes. At this point it means concentrating on my work and doing better at learning from tutorials and other things.  

Also want to fully and successfully do two art challenges (maybe more, like at least one more). Like for real though fully completed. All days all the images.

I also want to try to complete a full new sketchbook this year. Don’t know if that sounds like much of a goal to others, but I’m slow at drawing and trying to tie off two other sketchbooks, but even then I’ve always wanted to do this.

Then there’s a biggie of the webcomic I’ve been vaguely daydreaming about doing. I did have an idea that I am-was dedicated to doing. I vaguely gave up but not quite obviously or else I wouldn’t have mentioned it. So now I’m at step 0 (?). Need to pick what I’m making-writing. I’m still kind of dedicated to my initial idea but I have been eyeing some of my other (and older) ideas. I have an idea of what I need to get done for this year, which is pretty much prep and by the end of January I need to have a story chosen. 

All to do is learn how to art. I struggle with most of everything. Also I forgot how concept art is done so that will be fun as well.

Write

Well just writing more. From the looks of things I’ll be focusing on my fanfiction 🤷🏽‍♀️. Currently scrambling to get things done for Arcane A+ Parenting Week. Which bouncing off of that I also started a seperate Arcane fan fic. Multi chaptered and no idea about where it will stop.

But on top I still have my RWBY and Miraculous Ladybug fan fics. I refuse to give up on my RWBY so I need to get back to it. I’m just two pages away from finishing my second chapter. My Miraculous Ladybug fan fic on the other hand will have to be in stasis. I’m going to be bouncing between the other fics but my Ladybug writing won’t be touched on at all or not alot.

And I’m piling up the writing. Need to stretch and practice so my lovely discord helped to pick out some writing prompts to push my imagination and more importantly see how well I can write.

Now I’ve been told encouraged to work on something else but...

...

I don’t know we’ll see if I have no that.

Relatively Misc.

Just want to cover these and be done. Next is reading. Read more. Need to complete these stacks of manga I have and get onto these comics I’ve been collecting for a while.

also FINISH CROOKED KINGDOM. omg. 2 years. 2 years its so embarrassing that I haven’t finished this book yet. Its not even that I have lost interest in the book or story I just...haven’t been reading anymore..but hopefully soon. Cause like I want to read other novels and I can’t bring myself to move to a new book if I haven’t finished the one before it.

I have a book on doing chainmail and two books on making pixel art and animation. And I just need to do it. Despite having them with me I’ll just see them and then not working them. Even with having these books from a year to 3. Not good. So the goal for the year with these two is to make a thing or two with the books.

Aaaaaaaaaannnnnddd. I’m done. There’s some other things I need to get through with things, but that’s all that’s necessary to ramble about righ tnow.

also updating-making a new pinned project list.