#pladder

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Inkorrekt!

*River av mig min tröja som jerma med värmlandsvapnet på istället för mexiko*

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>:( why cant i fucking keep men off my dash like im not intrested in seeing your fags but no everyone needs their fucking little male blorbo. God i hate Astarion and fucking twink Cipher like especially those two fuckers cant stand them i need to get good enough and confident enough to post art so i can trans them all and not transition them and just give them dysphoria.

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Why is every lesbian a fucking Jucheist or Maoist and everyone else obsessed with boys and yaoi...

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Fucking hate bluesky, no app has the ability to make me hate myself and others in quite that way. Makes me feel completly delusional and alone fucking shit pos app makes me feel insane.

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Svensk vänster måste ta och omvärdera sin allt för positiva syn till sossar så som Palme, Branting och Lenin. Även om de alla gjorde vissa kontributioner till arbetarrörelsen, så måste man ställa arbetarna själva i centrum. Representativ demokrati som kampmetod är farligt just för att det tar över och blir hela kampen. Alla de här tre är tydliga exempel på vad som händer när man låter partipolitiken kväva den faktiska rörelsen. Det är en liknande fara till hur man måste relatera till nationalistiska rörelser som IRA, PLO och KKP som alla har eller hade potential för progressiv förändring men lätt kan sväljas av nationalism och falla in i borgerlig kontroll.

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i have realistic goals for my life, i just need to develop a computergame and a boardgame, read like 3 books and write one, learn digital art, gain fluency in chinese and german and learn some conversational finnish, fix all my relationships, lose like atleast 20kg and get a girlfriend during this summer or im a waste of space and should go live in the woods in the northmarch like a troll

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I hate summer its so fucking lonely and i feel like im loosing track of reality and all the skills ive learned.

Everybody is either busy or too far away bc during summer you live in a remote duchy and in amunicipality that is just an american suburb with the most competative and passive aggressive family ever.

And also you triggered your weight anxieties and it turnes of you were very off by how much you weigh and has tried to make a healthy change but its getting real hard to not have the creeping feeling of getting some wasting disease so you can be done with this stupid life bc its scarier to make deciscions than anything and your fat forever and nobody likes you enough for your endless want and by most metrics your just accumulated wasted dept in training that wont lead anywhere and your basically just trampling water forever waiting for a solution that wont come transition is impossible weightloss is impossible friendships that last are impossible

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Its unfair that its not really possible to notice if you are being treated unfairly or just turning into a selfpitying POS in any given situation.