we're just 27 mental illnesses in a trenchcoat
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we're just 27 mental illnesses in a trenchcoat
long rambly untagged bluerghurhhg ahead!! this is your warning!! i need an escape plan i dont want to live at home any more and i really dont like the "youll be sick forever and have to babysit dogs forever" spiral ive been in so im typing out a quick, undetailed, multi-step plan. -step one: be waking up around noon for a whole 3 weeks. Use a checklist calandar, if I can do this I have faith I can maintain easy -step two: get a fun job. No more boscovs where i wanted to impale myself of the chap labor made garden steakes. Keep the fun job well aware I will be starting college as well and need to be part time (may have to switch over part time) -step three: college. Re apply for state grant they like me. Take business management and art classes. Join the larp, dnd, or nerd club as an extra treat b/c if I make it this far I'm doing goooooood~ -step 4: apartment living. Just me, my cats, and plants. Ill have a quiet place with no tv, no phone, and a really big window 8) I got a little more relaxed just thinking of that ohh my god "do it for ~*~her~*~" ((her being a beautiful empty apartment building I can run all on my own)) dont get me wrong my mom is very kind and loving and helpful its just.... the wrong kind of helpful and also //the dogs// that she probably shouldnt have are stressing me way too much out and im ready to seperate. i will learn more by kicking my own ass out and trial and erroring independent life then """learning""" it here and i need that so badly
to do tonight
clean mr. right
finish thing
take shower
to do tomorrow
wake up at 7
go to migraine appointment
get shit sorted the fuck out
find some decent earbuds
maybe buy some more stuff
idk
exist?
to do the day after that
go to NYC
HELLA