Chasing the Night
Friday, 23rd of December 2016
Ground Speed: 808 kph
Altitude: 10364 m
Time: 05:45a.m WIB; 01:45a.m IST
Flight no.: THY57
Seat no.: 43A
This night I woke up from my sleep and looking outside the window. For a second I'm frozen and can’t believe what I see. I get myself flying high between a million stars. And for a moment, I could feel none have weighed on me. I forgot all of my pain. I even forgot how to feel alive and it feels alive and dead in between. But something that I never forget is how I miss all the things that remind me of you. and whenever I try to forget what makes me hurt, the way you comfort me is all that I need. I miss you, I just can’t handle my life without you. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for going back to you once again. I’m sorry for being fool enough to love someone like you. I don’t even know what makes me got so attached to you like this. I just can’t if it’s not you.
In a place you were right now is morning already. And I’m in this plane, traveled through the time to run away from the reality. That I miss you all the time.